I sometimes wished that I haven't pushed so many people away and that I wasn't who I was and that maybe, I could be an angel because then I'll be perfect and nice. I read somewhere that a young person is one who does not have experience. But a young person who is cynical is stripped off everything because not only does he not have any experiences, but he has also lost hope in the world. So I need to try this new thing where I stop being so cynical because that'll mean that I'm but just an empty shell.

express yourself {2:07 AM}