Monday, April 30
today's monday. i slacked the entire of sunday, went for my last chinese tuition session, came back in the afternoon, lazed around, talked to someone about something that is totally not related to mugging, went for dinner, came back, made a phone call, and decided to finally start revising for literature, at 8pm. then, realising that i was tired and too sleepy and bored, i plonked down on my bed and slept at 10pm, promising myself that i would wake up at three on the morning to complete. and guess what? i overslept, yep. so in that very two hours, from 8 to 10pm, i attempted to study ALL the stories that were tested and you can imagine what happened. nah, it wasn't that bad after all. i could answer the question reasonably "ok", as in, i wasn't totally clueless and i had some stuff to go on and on and to crap on. just came back from skating. im doing all the wrong thing at the wrong time. and i think im going distance cycling tmrw if the weather decides not to be a bitch. today, is going to be studying for no priority social studies and emaths. is that sad?
Trust, not that i don't. Afraid, i am just. Know, if you want to.
wth was that for.
express yourself {5:46 PM}
Saturday, April 28
PLAN FOR THE REST OF THE DAY1. Literature*Naema Disparue*The Pelican2. Chinese3. A Maths*Sec Three topicslets hope that the plan will work out for me. i did differentiation just now and i think, i think i understood most of the questions, integration too. when you see someone fall, wait, you didn't exactly see the someone falling, just the part when you see the someone being injured, what are your thoughts? its kind of weird when that someone met with me and was like walking unsteadily due to the multiple injury inflicted because of some weird reasons. my jaw dropped as i scanned that someone from head to toe, wondering what the hell happened and caused those injuries, it was like a roller blade fall, ten times worst. and so, i asked that someone what happened. it turned out that that someone, have tripped over a bar or pebble or stone while jogging. bad fall, really really bad fall. i wondered if i should laugh. it seemed so unreal that anyone could fall so badly during a jog. and its also kind of scary that a jog, could lead to such a bad fall. recover soon!P.S: i did not mention that someone's name after all! (:(:(:
express yourself {6:17 PM}
Friday, April 27
attempted to study today. it worked out a little. we studied at marine parade library before i smartly suggested to go to united square to hang out, and in the end, we did go to united square. haha.
you know sometimes when you are alone? you start thinking of things. sometimes, you think of the most ridiculous things on earth and no one would ever imagine what you were thinking of, then at other times, you think of other things that are insignificant and by thinking of it, it makes you happy or sad. if you think of the sad things, you will inevitably become sadder and of course, if you think about the happy things, you would become happier. thats what i realised. then on some other times, you think about issues, that have no right or wrong, that changes all the time, that has no one answer. and then you just think and think and think but it just never seem to make complete sense to you. but nothing have to make sense nowdays. actually, nothing do make sense nowdays. one of the things that i often think about are friends. its kind of funny like how you came to know your friends. you may have hated him/her in secondary one or two or three but now, you guys became good friends. then there is what you call fate. you become friends because you are in the same class and because of coincidence or perhaps something else, you become friends. friends play a very big part of or in our lives. but mostly, they will leave us due to the circumstances. like after we graduate, will the friends now still be as close as before? at least my secondary one two classmates, the closer ones i mean, are still close now. its kind of sad that just because we dont attend the classes or go for the same activity together had resulted in people being less close to one another. take band for example. just a few days/weeks without band, i haven't spoke to three quarters of the people i would usally speak to or utter a hi and same to the rest. its also kind of weird that it doesnt really matter if i had spent an hour or so everyday in the past talking to whoever because we are not as close as before. not that i mind or anything but friendship needs both parties to contribute, i think. there is so much to one can do. so meanwhile, when my thoughts are still not sought out yet, i shall treaure my friends even more than ever and ever. treasure your friends, they dont come by easily.
express yourself {10:47 PM}
Thursday, April 26
MYE is tomorrow!! aha, omg la. study study study! eeewwwwwwwwwwwww. haha, it never really works you know. feel like going swimming later or blading. boo, damn hyper la. today, is an okay day and i've got no complains, for now, at least.
express yourself {5:02 PM}
Tuesday, April 24
today is tuesday and i finally understand, differentiation, the first book at least. worked out differentiation just now. mid years is super nearing and i dont feel any heat at all. but im trying my best to study. :):):) (ps: julien said that x) that smile is a dead smile, so i shall use live smiles from now on!) i tried studying today. stayed in school till six plus then as i said, did differentiation. but i still dont remember how to do the last time questions in the 2006 exam paper. boo. i shall read one lit story after this! :):):)! make mrs poon proud. and btw, she isolated me today during english. i was at a corner of the class. boo.. and GUESS WHAT!?! its jocelyn's birthday tmrw, hope she'll come to school and is not sick anymore, if she's sick. ooh, and i finally know where the park connector is. yay! now can go distance cycling!! haha. i dragged my sister and father with me that day from our house all the way to ecp. haha, it was damn noob la. noob, but fun. haha.
to that, i was just being weird for no reason and it was extremely irrelavant and i guess that it is just the way it is. to the other, i still dont know what to do if i were suppose to.
express yourself {10:54 PM}
Thursday, April 19
today, hadn't been such a bad day after all! yipee yai yai. and thanks for the advice/help, it really helped, thanks. oral tmrw, oh dear.
express yourself {7:48 PM}
Wednesday, April 18
good day people. well, today hadn't been too good a day. i got jacked by mrs you know who a couple of times today. gosh, at least i TRIED to jack her back. anyway, i hope my friendship with you will still be the same. and also something along the same line, hope you guys will be ok. it really hurts to see the way things are, to the extent that at times, i feel like crying, for that. bahh, maybe im just being too emotional. please, let things be ok. baoxain had this marvelous plan yesterday and genius-ly planned for us to study. it sort of worked, lol. and we are attempting to sigh up for the TK AMAZING RACE. omg, lol. rachel was the taf member, with asthma and weiting was from tkps, on the sign up slip. hilarious. then i was supposed to have tuition so we left early. loser teacher, cancelled last minute. at least there was the bus trip with baoxian home, right baoxian? lol. i updated for you, and yes, i do have a crush on you. goodnight!!
express yourself {7:20 PM}
Saturday, April 14
hello. there was band in the morning. and there was test earlier in the morning. life's getting boring and mundane.
express yourself {11:42 PM}
Wednesday, April 11
today, is the day. today, is the eleventh of april. and today, on the eleventh of april at eleven thirty, we performed. we performed, our very best and attained a record breaking - silver. wow, look. TK Band. Silver, never before. the batch, to break this record of gold, gold, and countless gold. tmrw, in school, we will face judgement from people, all people in the school. freak. yes, i have nice friends and they are really really nice, but still, there are mean people around. im not saying that they can't be mean or anything, but yea, there are mean people around. just today itself, had people giving us some preety nice quotes that we will remember for eternity. take this. oh look! their instruments are silver! thanks alot man. the tk spirit. but still, that being the case, we are nevertheless the tanjong katong band. and the band itself, speaks volume. sore losing aside, this is my very last year in the band and although it did not end as we wanted or as we expected it to, band still rocks/ed and the years through band really played a great part in my life in tk. band, let us meet friends, that are somewhat, some how, different from other cca. the spirit and stuffs and everything spurs us on and perhaps, that was what kept us going. band, has many, i really mean many fond memories that is really worthy and teaches unforgettable lessons. i am so going to miss band. so after the talk by the band master, section leaders, majors, student conductors, and teacher in charge, we straightened out oue thoughts and, REMEMBER, BELIEVE, LIVE. he give really good quotes. thanks and I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HERE!! x)x)x). so despite the unsatisfactory results, we decided that we should still enjoy ourselves and hence, we went to parkway. oh and before that, we snapped lots of shots and mr azlan treated us drinks, that we were supposed to get in secondary one. how cool. x) after parkway's uncool kfc meal (comparing to the intended fish n co, swensen) we went to yexi's house and it rained. well, the rain was preety amazing, perhaps, just like in 1997. it felt really really good to walk in the rain for once. i don't know why but it somewhat takes away the feeling of down-ness. so that's today and today feel like a friday/saturday/sunday and not a school day. it seemingly feel that there is no school tmrw. get over it. reality it is and today, mark the date of a different colour.
express yourself {9:37 PM}
Tuesday, April 10
GODSPEED&safari
express yourself {11:00 PM}
Sunday, April 8
yummy! i had my sleep x)x)x) feels so good. yesterday, at band, was one long day. i had to wash my face almost every half hour and constantly slap myself awake. gosh. but in my opinion, yesterday's prac was quite okay, quite productive but the perfarmance for the alumni wasn't that good i think, wasn't that good, but nevertheless, ok. so on that good friday, relatives and three friends came for the barbeque and we left for hs house at ten puls and we attempted doing dumb things that thankfully and finally, did not work out. ooh, and there's this cool phototaking machine that prints out the photo automatically. i dont feel like blogging anymore x). band tmrw!
wednesday, eleven april, eleven thirty!
GODSPEED&safari
express yourself {7:32 PM}
Friday, April 6
hello x)x)x). im in an especially good mood today, because, its a GOOD FRIDAY. gosh, this friday is real good man. lol. there's no band prac today, yipee yai yai. lol. we'll do well tmrw!! thats if i'll get enough sleep tonight. after the big debate with mummy, lol, she seemingly relented and let me do what i want, to go out. aha. but in the end, i needn't go out cos, they're coming over!! and there's this barbeque thingy at night, hehahaha, hope the throat won't get burnt. and if i didn't invite you, dont feel bad, lol, cause, i dont know. and i get jack for no reason all the time. gosh. like if i accidently say something wrongly or use the wrong word.. grr. lol. its kinda hard to imagine what life would be without band, maybe because for the past four, wait, three years, life have been filled with band band and band, till it's overwhelming. so w/o band, it'll probably feel weird. duh. which bring forth this point, chiong for O's after SYF!!!
lets update this bloggy thingy some other time. i think im busy now. x)x)x)
express yourself {1:08 PM}
Monday, April 2
jocelyn!! the ship behind was what i was trying to tell you about, the STEAMSHIP x)x)x)
today, is a monday that totally feels like a thursday when things are very bad and looking forward to the friday when school's gonna end on friday when you can get your rest on saturday, supposingly. i actually attempted to do EMaths and i actually did SS essay. im treating it like a proper subject mrs poh! x)x)x) so proud! haha. oh, and x)x)x), haha, we had a discussion and it went on preety well, you totally made me laugh, to the max, esp when you put the her down. thanks for standing up for me man. lol. i love you!! if you read this, yes, its you! x)x)x) thank you and thank you and thank you! hehehe. oh and dawn gave me this necklace/earing set and daphne gave me this cute letter with a dolphin earing that was damn sweet. and i forgot to post the pic of the huggable pillow from fanglynn and royce. tomorrow is another hectic day. four maths period. baaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. goodnight !
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