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Sunday, March 29

FOR TODAY,

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE

I RLY HAD TONS OF FUN &ENJOYED 100%
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Credits to (hehe I like to list people, like my 20/03 post!) Rachel, Hweesan, Weiting, Rebecca, Cuishan, Jenny, Shermine, Cynthia, Stelene, Maple, Jocelyn for the huge surprise at sentosa and also friends from cls like Nicole and even seeing people who I nv see for damn long like Jerald&Kenneth&Vanessa, totally made my day. Thank you all lots.

express yourself {10:26 PM}

Saturday, March 28

From deviant art, iustyn (is this how you credit someone?)

Sometimes, just one person can cause your world to shatter. And you'll take so long to pick up all the broken pieces and mend it back together. When you finally thought that everything is in place, you realise that something is missing- a part of you. The structure of the object will no longer be the same. It will be tainted, and mended, scarred. And then you'll once again convince yourself that you're fine, which you most probably think that you are because you believe yourself to be. Truely, it is most probable that you are not. But you don't know that. Why mend what isn't broken? The thing is, if it isn't broken then it's alright. But what is broken can hardly be mended, so why bother.

PS: Pls pardon me, I'm just in one of my little trance &will regain normacy in no time

PPS: Today was a rly great day, from morning to night, every single second, I promise! :)

express yourself {11:30 PM}

Thursday, March 26

WARNING!!!!!!

BIG CHUNKY PARAGRAPHS(below)!

Doing facebook quiz(s) now and talking to random people online and hopping blogs and trying to blog now! And also, I just came back from training like 1hour ago! Went with Captain & Jenny on their little date (hehe, if you read this jenny, dont kill me!) to West Plaza to get some bubble tea and went to some food court! I like the cheee-jiong-fan, the soya sauce and sesame one, nice! It's one of my fav food (I got many f-food :D) &During trng today I damn unlucky la. Like I was still in my little world dreaming away then some hard serve came and whacked my face, then another ball (by REB!!!) came to hit my face again, damn sian! But be all the bad karma I accumulated. It's literally got me IN-MY-FACE. So don't do bad things, because when you do bad things, bad things will befall you.

Anyway! Yesterday and today were/are great days :) It is simply because exams are over! Yest! Hehe. Wednesday went for dental at Mount-E, which is still tormenting till now because I have to use rubber bands now like almost everyone one else, and it really hurts. Before that I thought nice and fun to wear! Plus there's this weird thing behind my two-front-teeth (reminds me of the christmas song! :D) that is like causing me to cannot talk properly, like say words that contain 'S', damn annoying!!!! Hehe, ok after the dreaded dental, went to shop! Happy, like lark! Hehehehehe. Met G at vivo and there is this srsly nice and big shop that I never knew existed. Then we went to videoworld!!!! It's one of the best place ever :D You know the sour plum sweet? G crazy, buy 30!!!!! I buy the moam(sp?!) sweet, you know the long long one with alot of small ball ball. Oh oh and I bought percy pig for team too hehe, I like!

And today was really shiok! Heh,wake up damn late then watch Greys&Gossip Girl. So fulfilling! :) But I sad, Izzie damn sad sia, and gg is srsly in a bigg bitchy situation now, nice! Then I slacked around for the whole day and heheheheh, I even went for a swim, swimming fun! Next time I wna swim more laps, laps fun! Lunch was yummy hehe, I'm always eating, I'm so dead, eat eat eat, become pig!!!!!! Wan le wan le... Then after I ate, guess what I did? ;) I slept!!! Damn bad right! You know the saying : Cannot eat before sleep, cos after that tummy big! Waaaa damn sian, after that my tumy big, not like not not big! After that SUPER BIG! Hehe yea lor, so I slept till 4 when my silly alarm woke me up and I slowly dragged myself out of the house for trng.

So now, I'm going to sleep soon cos tomorrow still got school! Econs post mortem and chem post mortem. 0845-1230, so sad right. They cheat lor, like can dont go school one, then they make us go cos they want to save class time. They smart, but at the expanse of out rest! :( Sad! But then after that got trng at indoor court :D I like indoor court! Hehe, no sun, no people watching, and we can pick our own balls w/o having to feel super sian because the balls are like in such a limited space! At least that's what I feel.... Quite lame right, yes I also think lame! Hehe, but there got hot water can bathe nicely :) Omg, wtv, what am I even talking about. Ok, I go sleep le hehe. Night!

express yourself {11:09 PM}

Tuesday, March 24

I am damn sad now. What's to be done is just to wait for the maths paper to finish tomorrow, which will leave me in seeming depression, and then, I'll get my therapy (retail!) I really feel v sad now and I have no idea why. Ok, actually I do, but that shouldn't be the case because it was my choice. &I remember this stupid phrase

'Choices have Consequences'

So for now, I'm just reappppppppppppppping what I sow. It sucks, truely. I'm going to try to change for the better and do whatever it takes. I'm genuine, you wait and see.

express yourself {9:59 PM}

Friday, March 20

Diet plan? Hehe, say easy eh~~~ No sweets/chocs for me :D

Zomg, I simply cannot wait for MBT to be over, like S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!!!!!!!!! And the things I wna do after block test!

Visit TK and eat Tom Yum Banmian!
Play the friendly match against StHildas
Visit my dentist (smth broke and it's like scratching my mouth but now I no time go, sad right)
Bake cookies nxt Sunday &Squeeze icing on the cookies (icing will say: 30/03)
Give out the cookies!
Have dinner at a nice restaurant
Shopping trip @vivo/orchard
Watch play at Esplanade
Go to sentosa to play beach volleyball
Have a fun birthday :D

Yesssssssst! So I'm like super waitng for MBT to be over. Monday is like the most tormenting because it's like writing day! Econs and lit, fun! Wa lucky only 3h paper, if not, rly funfair! But I'm srsly not prepared for the tests, there is simply not enough time for everything! And I want to get into Socio/Psycho, my target, and I must reach it! So I'm going to continue studying despite how much I destest it, and also despite how much results studying will actualy yield. Tsk. But today was quite productive, I was at Expo today together with many many mj people like Rachel, Rebecca, Kenneth, Shaun, Terrence, Bryan, Jillene, Gladys, Syjia, Alicia, Jierong, Charmaine, Junjia, Jocelyn...... And these are just those I know their names, there were like x2 more! K, sleepy, jiayou everyone, study hard! :)

express yourself {10:31 PM}

Wednesday, March 18

Feel like damn long nv blog, but then actually like few days only! Anyway, nowdays, life is made up of eating, sleeping, studying, and training. But training stop today, nxt wk start again. So now, it's like >studying >sleeping. Omg, I got no idea what I typed, like weird! Studied today with team-vb hehe fun. They funny la, sudden ourburst of laughter, then watch the youtube videos (the supposedly scary snake, and the rly scary baby, and the moonwalking? ad!) Then reb was timing herself &snoozing away, joke! Ok, ok ok ok, serious time! Tmrw I staying home, btr do work, Gn people!

express yourself {10:21 PM}

Saturday, March 14

Yes, hi! I'm back to blog :) Hehe, these couple of days have been really happy, maybe because there is no school annoying people that I hate that I have to see. Omg, am I even making any sense. Oh then just now I was reading seventeen, omg I did a quiz then I found out that I have super -ve thoughts! Oh noooooooooooo! But tsk, the reliability of a magazine's quiz! Hehe, self-deluding, let me la k.

Econs talk today at NTU, it was quite interesting, some parts of it anyway, but like it was 80% boring. Then the 10$ we pay is like more than the food we got! Hehe(greedy monsters) ya lor sianzx. Managed to catch the open house and get a FREE BAG (cheapo:D) and saw a few people and they like casted weird eyes cos we were in uniform (because of the talk!) And I saw my SL(when I sec3!) 3As!!!! Omg, why is everyone so amazing. I want to be amazing too.

Looking forward to the end of GP paper on monday which is so quack cos they cheat our holidays, and trng at spans then study at toapayoh, fun! Ok la not fun, but study there not bad! Yes Reb, I like too! I wouldn'y mind sitting there from 8am-8pm. Hehe tsk I shall go sleep because I'm like super tired because I woke up at like 630 this morning for that talk at ntu. Gn

express yourself {10:46 PM}

Thursday, March 12

I feel freaking tired from trng just now, like my arms are aching intensely and I have no idea why! But I think fun hehe :)

And I'm missing my GDGDGDGDGDGDGDFriend HBX!!!!!! Faster come back k! I need to bitch to you about everything and hehe, feels weird everytime I sign in got no one/ less people like popping out of the bottome of my screen! Hehe, BX, what is life w/o you ;););););) HEHE WHEN YOU COME BACK AND READ THIS, HEHE! Will you be cheezed to death! :D Lol,

And failing to plan, is planning to fail. So now I'm going to plan out my time for mbt. See you around, trng tmrw again! Tiring... but fun hehe. K bye!

express yourself {9:55 PM}

Tuesday, March 10

With all the stabbinzx going around, I rly feel like stabbing myself, and feel what the feeling is like, like if I will die. Wtv, the stabbing at some uni and some hotel, then the stabbing of the ghost movie (that sounds interesting! i wna watch!) of eyeball, and the metaphorical stabbing of someone[s] heart some time ago.

Now I need to find a new best friend who will be my best friend forever and will give in to my every wimp and be there for me to talk over the phone 24/7 and for me to run to whenever I feel like and for me to call out when I feel like and give me the best advice no one else can offer. Sounds like a hotline right? 1900-CALL-FOR-A-BFF. Ya sign up sheet is coming around soon &it'll be trampled and stepped on and crumpled and blackened and baaaa wtv, break my heart! Sianzx, guess what I'm going to do now? No, dont, ew, bye.

express yourself {8:15 PM}

Sunday, March 8

Salmon Sashimi I like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Heheh, went for sakae dinner at Eastpoint just now, yumyumyum! And I've recently also developed a love for Unagi, apart from my ususal soft shell crabz and prawn and traaaaaa-smth! Food = Happy me. &Just now JFYX and I went to ntuc and stuffed all kinds of sweets and chocs and nuggets and cheesespread and chips and icecream into the huge trolley#@#*!!!!! Hehe, so now I'm like damn happy, totally opposite from yesterday where I felt that the world was sunkened into the bottomless abyss. Friendly tmrw against tpj, hope that all goes well! Fun like funfair hehe.

express yourself {11:18 PM}

Saturday, March 7

:( so many things &more of it.

express yourself {11:42 PM}

Thursday, March 5

Sianzzxxczx!!! Friendly just now lose like funfair 5-0! But wht to do? Train harder lor, so jiayou main 6!!! Move faster?!?! I hope that our team can move to second round hehe. And skipping like fun, jump like can grow taller and sweat, means like can lose weight! Super tired now! After friendly went to roxy to eat my tomyum banmian yumyumyumyum!!!! Hehe wa I happy sia, and small coffee shop talk around a round table before heading home on a squeezy bus 12 ride. I think I won't be able to wake up in time for school tmrw, plus it's raining right now and it's nice to sleep. Goodnight :) <3<3<3<3<3

express yourself {11:29 PM}

Wednesday, March 4

MBT Timetable is out. TSK!!!!!!!! Damn annoying right. And my papers are crammed up in the first three days! So is that a good thing or bad? GP like rightsmackedszx on the first day of holiday, then lit plus econs! Like 6h of writing, hehe, but like fun ;) Nowdays, I'm making a more conscious effort to finish my my tutorials! So I hope that I wont do as badly as promos for this MBT! Mugszszxxcxz &after I blog I gna do my outline for econs tutorial tmrw! Wa, life is seriously damn sian!

ANYWAY! Hehehe, I got a secretzzcxsxz ;) !!!! Omg, I feel annoying putting all the [zzzxcxcsszxx] at the end of each word, but I just feel like it! So I got to bear with myself, teeeehehe. I tell you, everyone is like going crazy, soon, otherwise, they are already crazy. And one more thing, I don't get how some people can throw bitch fits when they don't even have the right to do so. Like only if people rly care about you, then you throw bitch fit got use, cos people will give you like the attention you want. But when people dont care about you, throw bitch fit for what, hello?? Ok, that was inspired by a story I heard today heh, we'll hate you tgt lor since you make yourself so hateble tsk!

But like nowdays I like better mood :) Cos I gotten over the two bigestttt things that I have to get over. Like finally luh, damn long can!!! Like what months lor hehe. So now I can rly concentrate on like things I like eg, studying(!), volleyb(this is genuine:D), bitching with my frienz bcos like people say we bitch tsk- look whose the bitch luh, and eating(yumyumyum!) Hehehe, oh ya, today I forced bx to come to whitesands like early to eat with me. I feel happy eating. Eat more! Hehe, I hope I can eat w people I like more often HEHEHE! Okie, ohohoh! Tmrw got friendly w VJ like at 6, then wa end like dno what time alrd. Now I feel like tomyum-banmian! The roxy one mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, but tmrw like late! Hai, there goes banmian hehe. Ok la, I go do my essayzxczzz now, sian!

express yourself {10:01 PM}