Thursday, February 26
I've been thinking and this is it. I think that these two days I've been very nice and accomodating. And I don't like it because I don't think that anything is working. Your prejudices will remain your prejudices and I will remain as who I am. Nothing will change because I will not. And to overcome prejudices, one must go to fking Pemberly with a big house. So it's impossible. It's just too bad things had to turn out this way. And I'm not sorry for it, not one single bit, because? I don't actually care.
Maybe in tk I would have cared more about the people around me. Like if there were conflicts, I would even go to the extent to write long letters to reconcile the situation. Because they are worth it. Because they mean so much to me. Now? These people mean almost nothing, and they are not worth it. Which friend call their friends a bitch and bitch about them while being a friend. Outwit, Outlast, Outplay, OutBITCH. Seriously. Some people, have reach the limits of bitchiness. You all know Royce? Well, he/she/they is/are 2986209136times a bigger bitch. And R is funny and is at least a friend.
My eyes are seriously opened to the world. Like Charlie Gordon(flowersforalgernon) before he got his IQ, where he was living in a fool's paradise. Meridian bitches and hypocrites. Seriously, mugger school? Ya sure, muggers who are bitches and bastards. True mark of characters, whatever, I'm even writing a post about it. Tsk, maths test and four blue pills left. Life's being a bitch, karma huh. Shut up.
express yourself {10:36 PM}
