Saturday, February 28
Old times :)
Homework doing today at expo, saw like gazillion people!
And I received an unexpected weird sms that totally shock me! But haha, I think it should be alright la??? I HOPE!!!!!! And if you're reading this omg I don't know why you did it. (: But I wont hate you like you think I would lol.
KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK TV TIME NOW :D See you all like soon! Goodbye hehe. Fun like Funfair! Hehe.
express yourself {9:02 PM}
Thursday, February 26
I've been thinking and this is it. I think that these two days I've been very nice and accomodating. And I don't like it because I don't think that anything is working. Your prejudices will remain your prejudices and I will remain as who I am. Nothing will change because I will not. And to overcome prejudices, one must go to fking Pemberly with a big house. So it's impossible. It's just too bad things had to turn out this way. And I'm not sorry for it, not one single bit, because? I don't actually care.
Maybe in tk I would have cared more about the people around me. Like if there were conflicts, I would even go to the extent to write long letters to reconcile the situation. Because they are worth it. Because they mean so much to me. Now? These people mean almost nothing, and they are not worth it. Which friend call their friends a bitch and bitch about them while being a friend. Outwit, Outlast, Outplay, OutBITCH. Seriously. Some people, have reach the limits of bitchiness. You all know Royce? Well, he/she/they is/are 2986209136times a bigger bitch. And R is funny and is at least a friend.
My eyes are seriously opened to the world. Like Charlie Gordon(flowersforalgernon) before he got his IQ, where he was living in a fool's paradise. Meridian bitches and hypocrites. Seriously, mugger school? Ya sure, muggers who are bitches and bastards. True mark of characters, whatever, I'm even writing a post about it. Tsk, maths test and four blue pills left. Life's being a bitch, karma huh. Shut up.
express yourself {10:36 PM}
Monday, February 23
Memories&Smilelables,
So take some time off and click on the link, it's really great and it took alot of work. tue+thur+sat or more practices from 9-6 under the crazy hot sun and taking bus trips to ccab/big fields, instrument twirling &90degree marching and 270degree spinning and 360degree spinning for punishment (my fav punishment when people lose scores). Annoneh Pakukeh[sp?! till now i still dk how to spell it] cheers and Belphagor w/o fail every single time we win. Dk why suddenly thought about those times. Hot hot sun. Goodnight.
express yourself {12:05 AM}
Sunday, February 22
#@UPDATE NO. 2!
I think I'm getting better but I still feel very sleepy 90% of the time but I controll myself not to sleep because I need to do my tutorials! And the thought of school tomorrow is giving me a headache~~~~ Gazillion lessons until 1615, tell me how do I survive. But lucky got trng! Hehe, I damn sad miss friday trng + I alrd lugged down my kneepads&shoes&extra shirt!
And zzzzzz don't know what's wrong with me. I keep making plans for myslef and with people, then cancelling them because I feel rly tired and I don't feel like stepping out of the house. I've been coooooooooooooped up for 3days, usu during the weekends I'll go out like at least once. But yesterday when I went to buy bread from the vending machine just like 10m away from my house, I felt tired and was dying. And my pills are blue. *****Snifff! I did chem tut. lit tut. gp research for tmrw and the one on 26, so now I need to do math tut. and econs tut. and there's a math test and a econs test like soon.
express yourself {3:09 PM}
Friday, February 20
Hi!!!!!! Omg, I totally neglect this blog! Sorry if you like to read my blog hehe. There will be less updates I guess because school is kicking in HARD & FURIOUS! There's so much lectures to absorb, tutorials to complete, tests to study for and supposedly do well for and it's all making me damn sian of school all together. And trainings! They are like the funnest thing to look forward to after my super long days on Mondays and Thursdays.
I won't be making it for tmrw's run and I think I'm a little sad because I'll be letting down callisto and vb. I think the team will get forfeited? And the house will have 1 less runner :( But nvm la, what to do, also cannot reverse everything and make the Indonesia haze go away or make me stronger so I won't fall sick! Sucks being sick, especially during such a timely period. Hope that I'll get well in time for school, so I won't be missing any lessons or I'll really lack behind. Not like I'm very smart to begin with.
So now, I'm going to get my rest and sleep so that I'll have a speedy recovery. And I think that I'll be doing my homework tomorrow and catching up on what I've missed so far because of my fatigue and what not. Today is going to be the last day I sleep so much! I've been sleeping alot trying to recover from the stupid flu. Dammit, it's annoying. Ok, so to the people running tmrw, all the best and may you all win what ever you want to win! Sorry.
express yourself {10:06 PM}
Saturday, February 14
Hehe, such a cynical pic, esp for the broken hearted! Take care :)
So while people are basking in love, some other people fall out of it(aww, so sad!) while others get jilted and rejected, feeling utterly empty and sorry for themselves because they have to once again, spend another year, lonely.
Today, I was with my love(s!) but basking in tiredness. I lazily climbed out of bed and sticked some motivational words on the gift that I was going to give them and then headed out to the funfair. I wish that tk/mj had something like that. It's so much fun, not that I had fun there, but the atmosphere was fun! So I dragged my lazy legs to cine to meet the rest for lunch, which was quite good but didn't eat super alot. Just ate alot hehe. Went to walk arnd the vicinity and then took a long bus ride home. I like long bus rides :) but only if 1. I have a seat, and 2. I feel like a long bus ride day! Omg, I'm typing rubbish now.
So moving on to something impt, I didn't go expo to date my books in the end. Sorry. Hehehe, I need to spend more time studying(doing my homework and preparing for tests and tutorials) So now, I'm going to do just that at my very comfy home with my fridge like 10metres away from me, and my bed, 2metres away! Oh nooooo, wan le wan le, ok ok! See you all soon ok, bye!
express yourself {6:46 PM}
Friday, February 13
Class at the hall! We were making some total defence posters and had plenty of fun doing it! Cutting hot bods &cheezy sentences from the magazine and all :) But omg, the picture is so filled with blue that it's hurting my eyes!
So today, is the day before Vday, and it's also Fri13! Guess it's bad luck for some people, hehe. Too bad. Decided to be nice, and got marshmallow and kisses m&ms for everyone! Hope they liked it. Then at trng, there was a mass sweet/choc&cupcakes(fats!) session hehe. And now, I'm like totally exhausted from everything. School the entire week(this wk is a bad one!), the run this morning, and training on 2 conz day.
Meeting my love one(s) tmrw for a hearthy lunch and also, a visit to the love funfair, that I have wasted my precious $20, which I think is V V V V V useless! But, dammit, I bought it le. Hehe, ok I rly super tired, I go sleep le! Gn.
express yourself {9:41 PM}
Sunday, February 8
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Pic @the old muddy field near tkp!)
(I blive that we were the 'flaggies' then!)
Can any of you believe this? I don't even remember these pictures existed until I chanced on then on jac's blog!!!!!!!!!! The top picture is almost everyone one like full attendence of band people! The MJ people in the picture are Gladys, Alicia, Yexi, Siti, Hilma, Me, Jocelyn, Michelle(who was in mj for a brief period!). Hehe, omg so funny :) It's like 5/6 years ago! So long!
(Pic @mj when band came down to prac)
Juxtaposed against a recent picture!!! Hehe, I feel so excited! Ok, I better get going. I have tons of uncompleted work. Those pictures made me really happy :)
express yourself {9:57 PM}
Saturday, February 7
Rekindling of childhood times :D Hehe, when Dan would take a HUGE SPOON when sharing ice cream with all of us cos he don't want to lose out. But if he eats it himself, he would use a small teaspoon to enjoy and savour every bit of it. Tsk tsk! That was some ten years ago? And now, ten years later, we're doing the same thing all over again. This time, not begging for money, or for icecream, just simply buying it ourselves hehe. And now, my cousin's school is SUPER NEAR me! Hehe yay :) &I'm still looking forward to tomorrow hehehe. Although it's gloomy and unfun!
(A really blue pic that I found on facebook!)Oh ya and callisto people! esp the ogls, don't be too sad ok? I seriously dk what you all have went through this orientation but if I were you all, then we come in last I will be sad too! Nvm, road race we win k! I will try to run fast fast &target top 20! +callisto got alot of fast girls like lyn, nicole, fuzzy, huiming, maple &others that I've heard like hanlu(from nicole!), leepeng(from bx!) and the soccer girl and the odac vice cap and I'm sure many more unstated! So nicole and anyone else who is sad, don't be k! I'm sure we'll be ok :D
express yourself {11:49 PM}
Fl's off to aus! I think that it'll be v v v fun there hehe. Overseas studying, so fun!!!!!!! Met up with Island minus 3 today and went to eat Fish&Co hehe. Yum yum(when am I ever gna stop eating hehehe).
Anyway, I got to get hardworking and stop lazing and slacking around watching tv and surfing the net! &After trainings, I MUST!! dicipling myself to do my tutorials and assignments and study for my test :( it's really really hard to do that. ClassA101!!!! We must study tgt ok?! Then we'll do well tgt and prove everyone wrong that we can have fun and slack but still be hardworking and score well! Omg, wtv I don't think I'm making sense. But I think that staying in school to complete all the hw before going home is a VG idea bcos when we go home, we 1Watch tv, 2On computer, 3Open fridge, 4Go sleep. Yeaa lor, cannot be lazy alrd!!!
&I'm looking forward to later part of the day, which is like tomorrow but not tomorrow because it's past midnight hehe. Haven't seen them for sooooooooooooo long! Hehe, do you all remember Snowie? I hope that she is ole enough to go down for a stroll :) Ok, I shall go indulge in my world of videos now :) :) :) See you all around!!!!
express yourself {12:10 AM}
Thursday, February 5
Hehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just finish making smth for J :) J?????? Hehe YES! And I'm so looking forward to tomorrow. Meeting Island again &sending fl off! Hehe study time too,,,,, I'm going to study :) Hehehe I feel happy, like VERY happy. Ding dong! Hehe I'm out of my mind le. I feel so contented over smth hehehe. Haven't felt that in a looooooooong time! Meet on Sunday again! Hehe yay! Ok, I go sleep le. Looking super fwd to tmrw :) :) :)
express yourself {11:11 PM}
Tuesday, February 3
Insights & Reflections of Things, Long Lost.
28.12.2008
Because there is no reason for me to do so
I know that no matter what I do or how much effort I put in
And no matter how sad you are by this entire episode and
How much you want everything to be where it was
You will never do anything
Because that is just you and you will never change
Never learn and just let this hurt continue to hurt you for eternity
Too proud you are that’s your tragic flaw
I’ll get to you time and again and
You’ll feel compelled to get back to me but you don’t
And now when I’m tired and stopped
You feel sad that things had to turn out this way
And the worst, you know it’s all your fault
Thinking about it in the day and night but
Just keeping these thoughts to yourself and no action done
Thinking and thinking and pondering but nothing ever done
I know you well, you were my best
Friend I ever had but now
We don’t even acknowledge each other’s presence
But I still know you the best
At least I would like to think of it that way
And I’m almost certain that I’m absolutely right
I’m just as sorry as you are that things had to turn out this way
I wish you all the best
In whatever you do
And in everything you do
I’ll still be the same person you knew
And I know that you’ll be the same one I knew
express yourself {7:29 PM}
Sunday, February 1
I was so bored yesterday that I made 25notes on facebook yesterday :) Hehe so go check it out! And this is one of them!
19. I feel happy when people tag me on my blog
Hehehe, and I see my tagboard! I feel super happy now! Haha wtv la, I'm just being lame. Anyway, I'm doing my overdued lit essay now and I'm stuck at my second last paragraph. I have no idea how to conclude... And omg ew, there's school tomorrow. It's so disgusting. Well, at least there's people I wna meet tmrw like my classmates, vbmates and my juniors(i hope that gabriel makes it to mj)!!!! :D Okie, I go do my work now! I've found my motivation le hehe!
express yourself {12:04 PM}
Homework doing today at expo, saw like gazillion people!
And zzzzzz don't know what's wrong with me. I keep making plans for myslef and with people, then cancelling them because I feel rly tired and I don't feel like stepping out of the house. I've been coooooooooooooped up for 3days, usu during the weekends I'll go out like at least once. But yesterday when I went to buy bread from the vending machine just like 10m away from my house, I felt tired and was dying. And my pills are blue. *****Snifff! I did chem tut. lit tut. gp research for tmrw and the one on 26, so now I need to do math tut. and econs tut. and there's a math test and a econs test like soon. 
Hehe, such a cynical pic, esp for the broken hearted! Take care :)
Class at the hall! We were making some total defence posters and had plenty of fun doing it! Cutting hot bods &cheezy sentences from the magazine and all :) But omg, the picture is so filled with blue that it's hurting my eyes!
(Pic @the old muddy field near tkp!)
Rekindling of childhood times :D Hehe, when Dan would take a HUGE SPOON when sharing ice cream with all of us cos he don't want to lose out. But if he eats it himself, he would use a small teaspoon to enjoy and savour every bit of it. Tsk tsk! That was some ten years ago? And now, ten years later, we're doing the same thing all over again. This time, not begging for money, or for icecream, just simply buying it ourselves hehe. And now, my cousin's school is SUPER NEAR me! Hehe yay :) 
(A really blue pic that I found on facebook!)
Fl's off to aus! I think that it'll be v v v fun there hehe. Overseas studying, so fun!!!!!!! Met up with Island minus 3 today and went to eat Fish&Co hehe. Yum yum(when am I ever gna stop eating hehehe). 
