Friday, January 9
Hello! Today is the first time I'm writing from Mozilla! And it has auto spell checks! So I'll do a correct-spelling post! And my screen looks bigger now. School will be starting in no time and I dread it. I'm put on like 9302821905kilos and I'm going to be in fatty club again. Crap. Guess I'll have to go jogging again in the wee hours of the morning. Doesn't that suck? And if I stop jogging then everything will go back to square one, just like now, which is damn annoying~
School, school, school. You look at all those clad in blue, think they are the same. They are your friends. But each one is different. Some are nice, some are bad, others are irritable. There are two people that I don't want to see when school starts. But hey, am I the queen? No no no no. So too bad, I can't expel them from the school, as much as I would like to. I really detest people putting on a false front and I can't say it any more than I already have. So if you want to be my friend, don't do that. Ya sure, I'm talking like there's a long snaking queue waiting to befriend me... And I can't bring myself to do anymore homework. I'm so sick, sick and tired of looking at notes and problems and questions. Maybe I need to go to yhs house so I can get some work done. I think only night study works there. Day study don't seem to work. Maths stupid test. I'll study later at night. At like 10pm or something.
I'm beginning to understand chem thanks to M. You all have no idea how much I hate chem. But there's no choice. I did my chem tys and alkanes tutorial this holidays and it felt kind of weird, because I don't usually do chem homework. So maybe that was why my chem sucked in the very first place. I really want to do well for A levels and not screw up. And I want to study hard with all my friends and get good results together. Study with me ok [this goes out to people that I date(:]! I promise I won't talk and whatever whatever and I'll just be good and sit down and study hard.
Monday blues to school.
Blue blue I see, ew,
One I can avoid,
One I never can.
Maths and chem and test,
And essays and lear,
And the big big A.
What am I even doing this for?
Today there was ringing,
And knocking, tick tock.
Come on home,
It’s where you belong.
Tock tock, so now,
Sprinkle some water here.
Time for me to go home.
Sitting and lazing,
And proclaiming out loud,
Screaming at tops,
I am I am,
When clearly not.
Omg, it's out!
We all get at least one good wish a year, over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more on eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars, and every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. So what then? Is it as good as we’d hope? Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness? Or, do we just notice we got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished.
express yourself {5:55 PM}
We all get at least one good wish a year, over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more on eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars, and every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. So what then? Is it as good as we’d hope? Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness? Or, do we just notice we got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished.