Saturday, January 31
Island outing yesterday, Fanglynn's going off to Australia &Julien may be going off to New York. :( :( :( eveyone is slowly and gradually leaving. It's gna be Island-1 this friday and then if Julien leaves, it's gna be Island-2! Anyway, yesterday was fun and nice because I had great food :D Cartel Ribs &criss cut fries, then went to ice cream chiefs to eat while fang served us! I think it's v cool to sell icecream! Hehe. We were busy mind mapping or whatever Royce calls it, and recalling Mrs Poon is the funnest thing ever. She confiscated our ruffles when we were passing it around lit class and put it under the staff room table. Then they recalled their lower sec times when there was this teacher who used a mike to talk and it was super loud, so someone went to secretely off the mike! And weird stuff like casting people off the island and everythingggggg... Glad we met up! See you all soon :D
&I'm feeling super happy now because I went banannassssssssssss hehehe. Banana cake :D It tastes like banana and it's sweet and it taste like muffin&cake&bread hehehe. Bake bake bake! Cute right, I was inspired by Julien cos she bake for us(as usual) and it was super yummy hehe I got a picture!
Here it is! Doesn't it look super yummy? I swear, she is the best baker around! The cupcake was tea flavoured with Lemon Swiss meringue frosting! Omg, the frosting was~~~~~ heavenly! Yum yum yum, I'm super happy now, dk why too. Hehe, k see you all soon :)
express yourself {7:23 PM}
Thursday, January 29
I wonder what would happen if I were a nice person. Maybe I'll have a different set of friends, or maybe the things that had already happen wouldn't happen(not saying that the things that happened are bad!), maybe I'll be happier because there is simply no one to hate, or maybe I'll be sadder because I'm constantly trying to be nice to people that I have to restrain myself from bad thoughts about them! Right now, some people just annoy the crap out of me. I think(/know) it's just me, becuase no one gets so irritated by so many people. But maybe people do, just that they shut up about it and keep it to themselves. So right now, I'll briefly mention some pesky irritant. There's this person who shoots me with this outrightly annoying eyes that I absolutely abhor and it irritates me to the max. I'm serious, and I would gladly dig out this eyes if I can. Weak and meek and ugly and whatever(act, I dont mean what I say la, I am just damn annoyed k!) So maybe if you're reading this, but it's low possibility because my blog not popular &you dont read blogs like mine?, just continue with what you're doing &keep it up. Because no matter what you do , nothing will change my perceptions and preconceived ideas that I have about you. And my opinion, does not matter because it does not change you nor determine who you are. So much for my attempts to be nice, it just doesn't pay. You're asking for it, and now, you've got it.
express yourself {10:39 PM}
Tuesday, January 27
Hello, happy chinese new year! It's been great so far, with 10003910814things to feast on. Reunion itself was waaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ got yusheng!, steamboat!, popiah, curry, egg(the yummy black sauce w meat one that is my favvv), shao1chicken2pig3duck, almond jelly! Then cny itself, zomg hehehe. It's like re-eating dinner again! Then at visiting, eat beehoon(omg, i helped to pluck beansprout and cook the beehoon soup and fry the carrot and garlic and mushroom and manymany), fried scallop, nugget, chicken wing, fish, and plus all the normal new year goodies like onglai[pineapple] ;) tarts, eggroll, crackers, sweets, bakuah, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Wan le wan le. These few days since Friday(yukiyaki steamboat buffet + icecream) were binging days! Diet starts tomorrow! Sian to max, school starting. But it's alright, can't wait to see my friends hehe. Miss you all! I'm going to do(try) my homework now! I list it out k, and if I miss out anything, tag me k! :)
Math (Integration)
Econs (Complete worksheet)
Lit (Hol assignment- p&p + unseen, Othello tutorial handout)
Chem (Alkenes tutorial)
I think that is all, I hope! I'm staying home today to do my work, good right! Hehe, ok ok, do your hw too ok! Seee all of you around :) Bye!! &Collect more $$$$$ over this period k! Vday is around the corner too! Anyone want to go with me to some funfair carnival near kallang?? Heheh, it's a funfair, so I guess it's gna be fun?!#$?@? Hehehehe ok ok , bye!
express yourself {2:25 PM}
Thursday, January 22
Hello! Some random rants coming along :) I feel tired now, no idea why! Hehe ok, maybe cos just now got trng, but trng not very tiring leh! Anyway, my internet was spoilt for the past few days tsk tsk, so annoying. So I've been missing out on cyberworld, which feels weird bcos I come online almost everyday to talk to people I like! It's almost an addiction &I think that I'm going to kick this habit for the sake of my A levels. Haiiii, one fun thing off my life. And recently, I've been trying to shake off some fats but I'm seriously damn lazy! I think, after cny~~~~ sounds good? Hehe, then, I'll eat less unhealty food and run more. Can't wait for tmrw! Hehe so exciting (not the sch performance! but the food for cg reunion :D and vb reunion at some delicious steamboat place :D:D:D!)
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Friday, January 16
+manymany more who weren't there!
Long day tho it's friday! Ended school early today and there was the epps thing. I think that the kids are quite cute :) had to leave early (for dental) and then I headed for training at spans which was fun becuase I got to spike! But it was kinda sad cos I couldn't receive well and spike well. But, what to do hehe, I'll give my best everytime ok? Just that maybe it's not up to standard, thats all. But it's really fun and I love it hehe. Then I dragged some of them to popluar to buy my special highlighter, I bought 3! Waste money heh, but I think I need it la. Hehe had dinner with 1/3 the team and tsk tsk maple... haha keep blaming me! If you never do any thing then I won't have anything to say about you right? Heh, don't worry, I'll keep your seeeecret a secret! :) My brain grew over dinner because of the contents of it. Haha, nice day :) Hoping for more of these days!
express yourself {11:05 PM}
Thursday, January 15
Waaaaa, nowdays I drink water like free! Idk why also. Maybe cos the water cooler damn near my class! It's like literally 10 steps away. I drank 5 bottles of water today in sch leh. Omg, so scary right! Free water... tsk, can't wait for trng tomorrow hehe.
express yourself {6:43 PM}
Wednesday, January 14
School's been alright so far, very ok. In fact, sometimes it's even enjoyable. It's so much better that I expected it to be :) Workload is alright my teachers right now are still alright too. Friends are great! But I'm missing a couple of people, which is v v v saddening but I guess it's alright. And annoying people, been seeing them around, but haha it's still alright because they didn't annoy me! So now, I'm having a nice life. Hope it lasts!
express yourself {9:46 PM}
Saturday, January 10
If a light bulb in a class overburnt, what each Jc's students will do about it?
Check this out.
It's not even funny, like seriously. I got damn annoyed by reading this. Some smart ass person I guess, with nothing better to do, hurling insults and abuses at schools he/she could never enter. And for the record, what's wrong with our P? I'm from tk and mj and I say that the P is the greatest thing on earth. Any other school out there that rocketed so fast, like tk and mj, that churns out good students with good results? Feeble attempt I guess. But the original lightbulb one was funny. This one seems more like... an attack on all the schools except tp. If I had a gun, and have the ability to tell who wrote this, and can drive, I will drive up to this person now, and shoot him in the head for being so mean. But too bad I can't do any of those, so, goodnight!
express yourself {12:34 AM}
Friday, January 9
Hello! Today is the first time I'm writing from Mozilla! And it has auto spell checks! So I'll do a correct-spelling post! And my screen looks bigger now. School will be starting in no time and I dread it. I'm put on like 9302821905kilos and I'm going to be in fatty club again. Crap. Guess I'll have to go jogging again in the wee hours of the morning. Doesn't that suck? And if I stop jogging then everything will go back to square one, just like now, which is damn annoying~
School, school, school. You look at all those clad in blue, think they are the same. They are your friends. But each one is different. Some are nice, some are bad, others are irritable. There are two people that I don't want to see when school starts. But hey, am I the queen? No no no no. So too bad, I can't expel them from the school, as much as I would like to. I really detest people putting on a false front and I can't say it any more than I already have. So if you want to be my friend, don't do that. Ya sure, I'm talking like there's a long snaking queue waiting to befriend me... And I can't bring myself to do anymore homework. I'm so sick, sick and tired of looking at notes and problems and questions. Maybe I need to go to yhs house so I can get some work done. I think only night study works there. Day study don't seem to work. Maths stupid test. I'll study later at night. At like 10pm or something.
I'm beginning to understand chem thanks to M. You all have no idea how much I hate chem. But there's no choice. I did my chem tys and alkanes tutorial this holidays and it felt kind of weird, because I don't usually do chem homework. So maybe that was why my chem sucked in the very first place. I really want to do well for A levels and not screw up. And I want to study hard with all my friends and get good results together. Study with me ok [this goes out to people that I date(:]! I promise I won't talk and whatever whatever and I'll just be good and sit down and study hard.
Monday blues to school.
Blue blue I see, ew,
One I can avoid,
One I never can.
Maths and chem and test,
And essays and lear,
And the big big A.
What am I even doing this for?
Today there was ringing,
And knocking, tick tock.
Come on home,
It’s where you belong.
Tock tock, so now,
Sprinkle some water here.
Time for me to go home.
Sitting and lazing,
And proclaiming out loud,
Screaming at tops,
I am I am,
When clearly not.
Omg, it's out!
We all get at least one good wish a year, over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more on eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars, and every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. So what then? Is it as good as we’d hope? Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness? Or, do we just notice we got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished.
express yourself {5:55 PM}
Wednesday, January 7
Alot of people are being very judgemental, and I don't like it. I'm the same, so I guess I don't like myself. New year, has been ok so far because school hasn't started? Heading out almost every single day. From the countdown day, then staying over, then hanging around slacking, meeting people up to study, having nice chats with new people that I rarely chat with, having training, drinking coffee or blended tea and eating muffins, and bowling, and playing in the arcade and even doing homework and complaining about it and finding it fun to complain about it. J's been complaining that life sucks. Don't worry, you'll get use to having a sucky life, it's part of life.
express yourself {12:15 AM}
Friday, January 2
Say bye bye to the Year2008. It has be one fast-long year, with so many happenings, so fast paced when great and yet so slow at other unhappy times. So we’ve all been through a lot this year and had our share of good and bad times. So now, there is no point not being able to let go of 08 because it’s all in the past. So let’s reminisce the many many of 08. Sure, some are forgotten, or left out, but it’ll all be etched clearly or blurry in the mind.
Pae, when I just got posted into MJ luckily or miraculously or whatever you call it. It’s where I got to know some great people from my orientation group, my class, and my house at that time (where it was really super purely greatly fun then)
The best people of my life I guess. Seeing 5 years of each other since the sec one times. Got into MJ together, fate I guess. If I didn’t go to MJ during pae, I wouldn’t have come to MJ. And I guess same with bx, because her gang of friends are in TJ together with hs! I’m glad that I have friends like these (: Even if I was angry with any of them, the anger can’t last long because, how can anyone be angry at them! Hehe, best thing on earth! Hbx’s birthday celebration where she spoiled the surprise by peeping at the card when we were making it. But I guessed it was a really great birthday for her since it was the O’s results day and she got a freaking good score, but not good for her standard… Tsk tsk, study harder la pls!
Then the same special friends came over (which btw was a surprise, cos I completely didn’t know they were coming right) to celebrate my birthday and made me really really happy and beaming with joy and ya da da… hehehehe. Joined Volleyball and at first there was Marissa and some other tk people so I thought I wouldn’t be lonely because I already had friends so I won’t have to make new ones. Turned out quite tragically for me, since they all left one by one. But no worries! No tragedy hehe. I made plenty of good friends like… (lists the entire team!) (: Vb is one of the funnest thing in my life now. Tk Band, something that no one would ever forget, even if they were not in band! Hehe don’t roll your eyes. Our batch goes out constantly to places like sentosa and hmm, sentosa? They just love sentosa I guess. And oh ya, we go to tk too, to see the band. Hehe. I’m made lots of good friends because of band and they are people that I’ll never ever forget. This. Call it traumatic, call it fantastic. Whatever you want it to be called. The great times were great, and the bad times were bad. But no matter what, it was part of 08, quite a big part too. But whatever it is, let it be. My class! At first I didn’t really want to make friends since MJ already had so many tk people and I can survive without making any friends. And during the first few weeks or months, I was in my little world. Until I finally realise that what great people were in A101 and what I was missing out. I love almost every single one in my class. (: The Island, the slackiest people I have ever met in my life and they are the richest too. I go out with them, and I’m broke immediately. But, I enjoyed my time with them slacking away and talking about random stuff and yeah, sitting around. Miss them a lot, haven’t seen them this holidays! Grew up with, and see, every week, but still, not sick of them at all. Never will be. I wish we could spend more time together. I miss the Tampines times when we were few steps away and can just WALK across the park and have many many many sleepovers. Things that we sign up (running 20rounds around the track!) for, and regret utterly afterwards. Other examples would be the Nike Race and the Standard Chartered Volunteering. But it turned out ok after it was not ok. Tk Band outdoor preparation at MJ. And the batch was there! YHS Birthday where we decided to do something special and out of ordinary! Can you see that little ball up in the sky! Me lwt and hbx were in it screaming out lungs out and it was damn fun. There's a video about it and no one should see it. I swear, no one! Hehe. It was really really really fun and I think that everyone should have a go at it, if only it wasn't 30$ per ride. Hehehehe~ Then during term time, there was Cambridge, which really was thumbs up all the way to the sky! The weather there was great. It was summer and it was cooling. Like aircon all the time, just that it was natural aircon all over wherever you went. Lessons were really cool. Only 2hours in the morning and 3hours in the afternoon. Rest of the time left to slack away and learn and study and play games and to go on little trips. Met new people from Cambridge, other JCs, and MJ people. Which were of course, great. Seen new things I’ve never seen (like a double rainbow) and many many more!
Sunway Lagoon with cousins and we ice skated and went to the theme park and tried to find out childhood. More of this please! (: My section came to MJ for the band’s concert and missed them so much! Went for dinner together with them. Just saw them that day and I guess they’re doing great. I still can’t believe how I (I believe all ex band people feel the same!) stayed under the sun from 9-6 every Saturday. So here is my class again, for you! We were supposed to be coaches, it was dress up day for teachers day I think. All girls class, well almost! This was lwt birthday! Steamboat surprise, with lantern surprise. We dumbly carried lanterns from bugis to kallang and we even borrowed a lighter from a stranger. Bugis to kallang because we sent lwt home and then, there was a cake at home that we cut for her. A mooncake! Cute right (: So after I mingled with my class, we loved each other, and go on little outings to places like the airport to just waste time, or was it to study, or was it to eat. I seriously can’t remember. And our little outing to East Coast Park, where I smartly skated from my house to ECP. Courting death right… We sat down at bedok jetty, then went to the garden to take picture because there was nicer scenery there! Fun right! (: Here’s Jo, one of my bestest friend from tk. It was at ECP too! There was one point of time where there was a fascination for skating. It’s like everyone was skating. Now, I think it’s died down, and there’s probably a few survivors from tk still skating. Hehe, I told you I can’t get enough of my cousins! Hope to see you all soon! And there is a new addition to the family. Naughty noisy Snowie (:
Recently, like 1, 2 months, we started training at spans and I like indoor because smaller area! Training starting soon! Looking forward to see all of them again and to burn off fats and to hit the ball! JFYX! The most annoying brat of the century. But, I can beat her to that. The bed that is beside my bed for ever and ever and even if we fight hehe. I win. Unless I let you. Hehe, just kidding. Study hard ok! (: Hong Kong with them was great! Not Hong Kong being great, but them being great! (: More trip next year ok???
And I would love to continue, but I think there is a pressing need to go back to homework because there is a gazillionsssssss left undone. The new year day was spent greatly with some great people! Looking forward to art day, and hopes it come true! (:
Miss me a lot!
Love, Joan
express yourself {10:13 PM}