Dont you all dread Countdown9? I do :( I dont want 09 to come, because it means that I'll be J2 along with all my classmates and friends and blah!! I hate it man, ew. And yet, I'm throwing a Countdown Party... What irony eh. I seriously don't don't don't don't don't want 09 to come :( :( :( I hate it man. Tons of school work, lots of training (fun!), balancing time, going out with friends (and the lack of time to do so) and exams and block tests and getting back grades, sitting for prelims, and for now, the thought of it all. It's so yucky and everything. For the big big big A levels. Oh crap, why did I put myself through this. I'm sorry if you had to read this and spoil your festive mood, but I'm really feeling down now, thinking about 09. I abhor the arrival of the new year, and I don't see why anyone should celebrate it. But I am gna celebrate it. Can I not? :( There's nothing to celebrate about, really...