Hello, I know I've been missing a couple of days here. Been v busy these few days getting v little sleep or no sleep at all. It has almost been a week but I think that I'm still sad, don't know how long it'll take to stop, maybe never, or maybe soon. I don't know. If I had a choice, I wouldn't want to know, wouldn't want anything to happen. But you know, there are just things beyond anyone's control and I guess that it was inevitable. I'll just miss you. I don't think that I have any regrets and I don't think that you have any too, I hope that you don't. They he she we love you, I know you know. Be happy wherever you are.