{EXPRESSED}

Thursday, October 9

If only such rainbows appear all the time

I think that I'm more or less cleared/safe for this Promos? I don't know, kinda uncertain, but I scraped a pass for 2 H2, which is quite a remarkable thing right? Pass GP, pass Chinese, pass Econs, pass Math, fail Chem. Left with the much dreaded literature that we'll get back tomorrow. I haven't really pass any lit papers ): kinda sucky right? Especially when I went for cambridge and stuff like that. Don't even know why I got selected in the first place... I have this sense of inferiority now. Don't know why, I just feel shitty about myself. It's like, I'm not performing up to standards, not performing up to expectations. I know some people would deliver a punch to me when I say this because I already pass my subjects, what more can I ask for? I'm thankful that I didn't U my Econs and Math. I really thought that I would U them. But, do you undersatand what I mean and what I feel? Gahh, I don't even know what I'm feeling now. And I feel sad for my friends who didn't do well. It's not like I did well, but yea, it's sad and there's nothing to be happy about when all of us don't pass together. I want all my friends to pass this exam ): Gosh, why does such things happen in life...

express yourself {6:43 PM}