Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference. It's easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.

Be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

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About her

She is tired and she is going to sleep.

She doesn't give a damn about anything and everything.

She is waiting for nothing.

She should go sleep now.

She says goodnight.

And she says sorry for yesterday and today if she made anyone unhappy.

She also had fun training today.

She really says goodnight now.

She said goodnight.

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Tuesday, July 29

Hello everyone! I've been staying out late almost everyday and it's bad ): Regardless of purpose (eg. study, dinner, visit people...) ( Thkyoo shawn for pic! And look at himla~ Hehe:D )
Saturday went back to band see see then went out for dinner with batch till like nine ten plus? Then Sunday studied and went to airport and ate dinner and went home late again. Then Monday had training, so went home late. Then today, had the ceremony practice then went for section dinner then reached home at like ten eleven plus? Busy busy busy. Tomorrow, gonna stay in school to study and play volleyball. I'm so dead. Then Thursday got training. Then friday got the visit to some museum that my class signed up for. Then saturday got dental and then meet the parents for the Cambridge trip then got pw meeting. There goes my whole busy busy week. I don't even know why suddenly got so many things. No time for emotional trauma. No time to be angry at anyone. No time to hate anyone. Just smile and be try to be nice to everyone. That's the easiest of all. Ok, I'm going back to doing my EOM that is so screwed. And I stil need to do my long overdued chinese composition and study for econs test which I'll prolly leave it for tomorrow, plus complete my math vectors assignment and tutorials. Dammit. Then I'll miss two weeks of school. Oh oh oh, what is life now? Ok ok , see you all soon and hope that you al will enjoy your lives!

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Monday, July 28

Sometimes it's good to scream and let out your emotions! No? Yes! Thank you (: Me feel much much better now!

Anyway, training today was fun. Yay!

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Friday, July 25

All in a day :D (volley photos from sharon!)

Band concert yesterday. The jap band was really great! And credit too goes to MJC Band! Good job! There was a huge turn out of TK Band members hehe. Felt so homely, seeing so many people! Left volley training halfway with Stelene for concert. Sad because training is damn fun! Rolling around is fun right! Teehehe :D Yea yea! Hanging around TK Band people just feels right. Too bad the sec fours couldn't come otherwise it would be much much more fun! But it was super fun (: Went to Macs for dinner yup yup. Seeing them again really soon!

Anyway, life is school is just yup, normal. Thankfully the only people that I know are not just from one place. Because when I get bored, I'll leave. And when I leave, I'll have other people to find and talk to and actually have fun. So yea, sorry for being such a bitch. I can't help it. And you are a bitch too so shut up. My classmates are a joy to be with, so are my volleymates, so are my schoolmates, so are my playmates. Everyone is fun. Yay. Oh just a note of randomness, I think that my maid is cool. Seriously. This is the first cool maid I ever had in 17 years. I think she has more powerful english that me and I think she is nice too. I shall be nice to her. I'm hardly nice to anyone. Hehe oh oh meeting the love of my life tomorrow :D yay! Lol, I'm bonkers already, declaring to everyone about my love... Hehe, opps. Shhhhhhhh... Secret!

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Tuesday, July 22

It is inevitable, isn't it, when one grows old?

So what do you do when you're sad?

~Nothing

because, what's wrong with being sad?

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Monday, July 21

To realize the value of a sister,
Ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize the value of ten years:
Ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident...

To! realize the value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

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Sunday, July 20

:D Pro kids
20k achievers! Hehh :D

Trylimpics today! Damn tiring can... Went home and slept after eating and bathing until 8! Seriously, I dont know how I'm going to survive training tomorrow! Anyway, met my target(: Ran 10k continuously and I think I completed like 30/40 rounds altogether plus the walking! Teehehe, but we all got certs for doing 20k! And MJ emerged 5th although we only had limited manpower! Yay!!!!! Haha yea, too tired to join the rest for lunch! Ok, I'm going to sleep soon! Recharge myself for the following week! I think that this week will not be so hectic(: Yay! Byeeeeeeeeeeeee, love life ok? :D See all you guys soon!

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Saturday, July 19

Picture from HBX lj(:

HELLO! TODAY IS ANOTHER GREAT DAY(: Looking forward to more great days ahead. Anyway, I'm ready for ANY challenge! Quote: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. ( Taken from vel's pm!) so I'm not dead, I'm stronger! And it's not worth to give up an entire forest just for an ugly insensitive unfeeling insolent tree! Teehehe, don't know what I'm talking about. Just feel very quote-y heheh! Ok ok, need to go sleep now for tomorrow's run! I'm targeting >20 rounds! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! K k k k see you all soon!

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Friday, July 18

Today is a great day! Yay(: School was short and we had cable ski! Damn fun(: Although I was damn noob and everything and everyone else was pro-er than me, I don't mind because si bai shi chen gong zi mu! Teehehe, ok la damn crap. In the end got pangsehed by everyone and left with me lwt and hbx. Hehe. We romantic dinner at lagoon and romantic walk to parkway! And we bought our romantic bag and we had our romantic heart to heart talk! Hehehe, awwwwwwwwwww, how romantic! Hehe, I'm crazy now. Yay yay yay. Damn happy(: And also, I finally got my thoughts sorted out. Things are actually very simple. You complicated it yourself. So that's it! Happy day(:

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Thursday, July 17

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Wednesday, July 16

This week is a busy busy week! Monday school till 505 plus Vball trng! Tuesday, hehe I forgot what hapened! Wednesday was OMG! Spent like 30++++ on food! Ate sakae then ate pizza then ate ice cream! Teehehe, life of a pig! Eh but today I go school run(: So cancel out yesterday alrd(: It was nice meeting the batch and it's cool that we bother to meet up even when we're so busy and the time is so late! Love you guys loads! Today went to scout for shoes! And after going to tm, penisula plaza, we found our shoes at marina suqare mizuno! Teeeheheh yay! Vball shoes! Ok ok, time to do hw!

Oh yea one more thing. I dont know if I'm angry or sad or irritated or guilty. I really don't know what I'm feeling. It's so weird that its super weird. And it kinda sucks when you don't know what you're feeling. It sucks too when you're trying SO BLOODY HARD and it doesn't work because you don't even know the reason at all. So what do I do? Anyway today during lit we were doing pride and prejudice. And then I realised that everything is based on pride, and prejudice. That's what the world is. Anyway(for the second time) I'm sure that many of you read my blog. Dont come up to me and ask me what I'm talking about because you don't want to know and you don't really care. So don't. I don't wanna talk about it in real life. Blogging is not real life. Don't ever ask me. I hate the world and I'm an angsty teen/tran-adult. Bitch.

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Sunday, July 13

SATURDAY!

1. Went to school for Lit screening

2. Met up with RBW in to do up that card!

3. Eighteen chef and dessert with Yap(:

4. GMAX :D :D :D + Starbucks

5. Volleyball BBQ(:

My entire day, gone just like that. But all was worthwhile. Haven't had so much of fun in such a long time. Lit screening was great because of the great clip itself and the bubble tea that ed bought for us and company with the few people of A1o1 was great too(: Meeting the usuals was of course :D :D :D :D :D being the stupidly retardly fun people we are. And I wanted to paste tkh face on the wall and they dont allow me! Dammit, it'll be damn funny I tell you... Too bad they took it down! Teeehehe after tremendous effort the card was completed YAY! Eat eat eat and it's quite cheap! $5.9 for cheese baked rice, ice lemon tea and ice cream! And yup, went down to sit GMAX. Fun bodoh! And we have a free DVD plus a free ride(: Hehehe, if got chance I show you all the dvd(: Yup yup! Then headed down to VballBBQ at Rebecca's pink house. Team bonding session eh(: Got to know a new senior! Damn embarassing can... I didn't know she was in mj! Sorry! Fun fun fun(: Thks for organising!

Sunday

:D :D :D mugging day (attempt!)

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Friday, July 11

Hello! School today was ok! Chinese first period and our class got screwed by the chinese teacher because we haven't been doing our work dilligently. I'm going to do my work so I can pass up on monday! Don't want to make her angry... And yup, sat around for two free periods with HBRlim and GWT and Meowtang and HBX. Heheh, it's damn stupid la all of them. But yea, when you are smart, things are not fun. Things are only fun when you are stupid. Extra chem lesson today then stayed in school till almost 7 to do something geeehehe. Yup yup yup!

WYSB?):

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Thursday, July 10

HIHIHIHIHIHI! You know what? Training just now was so tiring that my brain can't function and can't remember what happened throughout the entire day. Plus I had to be stupid and dumb (and call me whatever you want) to go run before trng and call me crazy, ran after trng as well. Dammit, damn tired. I feel like collasiping onto my bed now but I cannot do so because I have a hell lot of things to do! Overdued chinese homework! Ok, actually, it's just that. But that alone will take up like 2 hours? Never felt so tired in a long time. And I miss TK Band. Didn't join the rest in collection SGC today ): but its ok, at least trng was great(minus the tiring part)! Yea yea yea, gtg! See all you some time soon! <3<3<3

Miss them loads...

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Tuesday, July 8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YAP HWEE SAN :D :D :D

Great 4 years with you in tk(: I'm sure all of us love you alot alot alot! Haven't seen you in a long time tho! Cos I missed tang's birthday celeb. oh but see you soon ok? We'll go out to celebrate your birthday really really soon! Can go eat eat eat yummy food(: Loved loved loved all the times spent and you were my go home partner! Teeheeee and your mum can fetch me, if not I got company home(: Hehe, if you were in MJ then it'll be so nice! I'll have a go home partner like EVERYDAY and I won't be lonely tehehe! See how impactful you are and what a significant role in my life you play? And thanks for being my friend and influencing me to be like you- a bitch! Hehehe yay! Birds of the same feather flock together eh? Remember our colourful birds we bought that time? Hehehe I still have it(: Anyway, miss you alot alot alot and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love you loads<3<3<3

(sorry shirleen for pasting over your face!)

From Sharon's Blog(:

-Dug it out of someplace, somewhere!
My Happy Day

My heart hurts and pains,
With agonising anticipation.

This emotion so strongly felt,
I solemly sobbed.

I want no one to know,
Of this stabbing experience.

Never have I felt this way.
So hurt, so belittled, so forgotten.

School today was like non-existence! Our periods were like PE, PW, Lit, Chinese. And like Lit turns out to be shortened plus only reading Pride and Prejudice/ James Joyce. And chinese teacher didn't come because of A level oral! Everything is gettin more interesting in school! Yay! And stupid people, wanting to burst my bubble! Noooooooooooooooooo! Lol, I seriously want to live in a little world of my own. Nice, comfy, and I don't have to give a f.damn about anyone at all. Hhehe, ok, I shall not be disillusioned anymore... Besides, I have nice friends that rock my life? Teeeehehehe(: And I'm damn fat! Hehe, but I never get into fat club? Heh! Ok, I must run to minus the fat away! I'll run tomorrow before training! Oh and Vball is damn fun(: Love<3<3<3itloads!

Thankfully, the only thing I have is a card that doesn't mean much. If there were more, it would have been worst. Much worst. You have more than a card. Does it matter? Don't know what's the right thing to do and what's the wrong thing to do. And I just realise that it happens to everyone. Inevitable it is, I guess. Part and parcel of life? Yea it probably is. It's hard to not be everywhere.