Thursday, June 5
Baking+Lunch+Swimming+TV/Movie+Dinner with coussies(: Haven't done it since P6, nice time together. Going to KL with them too, fun time surely! Love them all to bits and pieces. Swimming was fun with the new fei die (frisbee!) and the Zomg coolness waterguns! Yay. Get together again soon!
I'm starting to hate myself and find myself irritating. I tell myself to do things but I never do it. I'm feeling happy and good and everything, but I feel that all these positive feelings can just be taken away from me any time, any second, any instant. Things just happen. Things like these happen all the time. I don't want anyone close to me to leave me. But things happen. Sometimes, people just walk out of your life. Things change. Well, it's common I guess, people walk in and out of your life all the time and you just have to accept it, I guess. But you know, sometimes you don't really want to accept it because you really treasure them alot? But then again, I guess its ok, really really ok. Move on with life and not think too much of the unhappy times. One more thing, abstainace from computer from today onwards. I'm not going to touch my laptop after today, so, this will be the last you are seeing of me. I'm going to do my best studying and not let my parents down. I think they think I'm a dissapointment. But then again, its ok. Really. Its ok. Everything is ok. Why wouldn't it be anyway. Blog again after the kl trip. See you all soon.
express yourself {9:28 PM}
