{EXPRESSED}

Sunday, June 29

SAD STATE OF MIND

express yourself {3:59 PM}

Saturday, June 28

Hey! Today was a good, eventful, nice (continue adding on good adjetives!) day! Hehe, went to skate with Jo in the morning :D Skated all the way to Safra and back! Good achievement yo. It's far ok if you dont know! Go try hehe, its seriously damn fun. And and and ate TOM YUM BAN MIAN at Roxy! The yummy yummy one(: Met up with Rachel at parkway. Sorry for meeting you late! Had to satisfy my tastebuds hehe. I realise I use hehe alot! Haaa yup! Either hee or haa la, doesnt make a difference. :D :D :D

(A random pic of two fat people just like us:D)

And I'm going to get into pui pui club because just like BX, I've been eating non-stop! Hehh, pui pui club is good wad. Can extend social network plus can train fitness! Hehe, its because of pui pui club that's why my fitness still ok. If pui pui club got leadership position I want to be vice-pres. Hehe, because BX is already the pres! Dont want to snatch from her la :D Maybe tomorrow I'll go run. Maybe la. Oh yea back to the story! Left pp and went to school for the briefing. Yup, camp's next week! And my group seems fun(: Okokokokok, I'm going out to eat! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

express yourself {6:11 PM}

Friday, June 27

Hello. Exams are finally over. Dont feel anything actually. Didn't even feel exam at all. My attitude is damn wrong and I'll confirm retain if this goes on ): I'm gonna need lots and lots lots lots lots of consultation with my STs and I'm going to start doing my work constantly. Yup, I just realised that the future is very bleak and not sercure at all. I'm very very scared. Don't know why suddenly think of these super random thoughts when after the exams is suppose to be the time to PLAY and not think... Yup yup. Stop being weird Joan! Hehe, talking to myself(: Ok la actually I got play! Not play la hehe. I did my TO DO LIST!

Blueberry choc chip muffins with pink icing! Yay! There's one for Dad, Mum, Jean, Rachel, Jolene, Huiming, Xiaohui, Nicole, Sarah, Lyn, Eunice and more for other people! Hehe. I'm seeing them tomorrow that's why! Not that I'm biased ok! Hehe yum yum yum. I gobbled up like three muffins just now(: Hehe. Yay! Oh ya hehe went to eat eat eat just now after chinese oral (sad face to chinese oral) and BX just had to be so undecisive as usual... But the coin flipping was really funny~ hehe. They are the love of my life, can't imagine what life will be without them! Awwwwwwwww...... so sweet! Anyway tomorrow got LTC Briefing from 2 to 5 in school! How sian. Meeting Jojojojojojo tomorrow too! Hehe catching up time(: (: (:

express yourself {9:50 PM}

Thursday, June 26

Scary siolx! I'm like dedicating this post to Sylvia Plath so that hopefully, she'll miraculously give me some luck for tomorrow's exams that I'm so gonna be dead in! Help me Plath! Plath is scaring all of you right! See the look of her face and the scarriness of her eyes! PANIC ATTACK! Freaky sia. But yea yea, we're doing her book as you already know. Freak-y!

Tulips
The tulips are too excitable, it is winter here.
Look how white everything is, how quiet, how snowed-in
I am learning peacefulness, lying by myself quietly
As the light lies on these white walls, this bed, these hands.
I am nobody; I have nothing to do with explosions.
I have given my name and my day-clothes up to the nurses
And my history to the anaesthetist and my body to surgeons.
They have propped my head between the pillow and the sheet-cuff
Like an eye between two white lids that will not shut.
Stupid pupil, it has to take everything in.
The nurses pass and pass, they are no trouble,
They pass the way gulls pass inland in their white caps,
Doing things with their hands, one just the same as another,
So it is impossible to tell how many there are.
My body is a pebble to them, they tend it as water
Tends to the pebbles it must run over, smoothing them gently.
They bring me numbness in their bright needles, they bring me sleep.
Now I have lost myself I am sick of baggage ----
My patent leather overnight case like a black pillbox,
My husband and child smiling out of the family photo;
Their smiles catch onto my skin, little smiling hooks.
I have let things slip, a thirty-year-old cargo boat
Stubbornly hanging on to my name and address.
They have swabbed me clear of my loving associations.
Scared and bare on the green plastic-pillowed trolley
I watched my teaset, my bureaus of linen, my books
Sink out of sight, and the water went over my head.
I am a nun now, I have never been so pure.
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
To lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty.
How free it is, you have no idea how free ----
The peacefulness is so big it dazes you,
And it asks nothing, a name tag, a few trinkets.
It is what the dead close on, finally; I imagine them
Shutting their mouths on it, like a Communion tablet.
The tulips are too red in the first place, they hurt me.
Even through the gift paper I could hear them breathe
Lightly, through their white swaddlings, like an awful baby.
Their redness talks to my wound, it corresponds.
They are subtle: they seem to float, though they weigh me down,
Upsetting me with their sudden tongues and their colour,
A dozen red lead sinkers round my neck.
Nobody watched me before, now I am watched.
The tulips turn to me, and the window behind me
Where once a day the light slowly widens and slowly thins,
And I see myself, flat, ridiculous, a cut-paper shadow
Between the eye of the sun and the eyes of the tulips,
And I hve no face, I have wanted to efface myself.
The vivid tulips eat my oxygen.
Before they came the air was calm enough,
Coming and going, breath by breath, without any fuss.
Then the tulips filled it up like a loud noise.
Now the air snags and eddies round them the way a river
Snags and eddies round a sunken rust-red engine.
They concentrate my attention, that was happy
Playing and resting without committing itself.
The walls, also, seem to be warming themselves.
The tulips should be behind bars like dangerous animals;
They are opening like the mouth of some great African cat,
And I am aware of my heart: it opens and closes
Its bowl of red blooms out of sheer love of me.
The water I taste is warm and salt, like the sea,
And comes from a country far away as health.
Sylvia Plath~

It's one of the poems I like, in a Plath way only! As in, in comparison to other works of hers! :D :D :D Back to studying now! Byeeeeeeeeeee(:

express yourself {5:40 PM}

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI! I have one more paper tomorrow! Kinda sucks when my friends ore all done with their papers. But oh well, I do need the time to study for lit. There's ALOT to study for. Afterall, it's Sylvia Plath! Whatcha expect yo? Hehe. I'm going to plan my time now!

1-2: Sleep

2-3: Read TK chinese notes

3-5: Sylvia Plath!

5-6: Poems format

6-7: TK chinese notes again!

EAT! :D :D :D

8-11: Sylvia Plath

Hehe looks like I got my time planned well eh? :D :D :D Yay! I'm a good planner! But not a good planner-follower. Hheehehe. Today's math was a killer. To me anyway. Damn. And hehe I damn pms today. I purposely dont want to walk over the overhead brigde so I went to take bus 3. I tell you, it's the suckiest bus ever especially on a pms day. Hehe, so I pms on the bus the whole way because one, I was already pms-sy and two, the bus was weird. Then because I pms I decided to walk home from 201 because I purposely didnt want to take the bus. Yup and the sun was hot and everything and it made the whole pms thing worst. Hehehe. The power to PMS. Heh! Ok la, I'm damn crap. School's a bore with exams being the only thing. No social life, but I dont really mind. I step into school and I just felt like sitting down in the middle of the canteen and that no should come and talk to me because I just dont feel like talking. Its tiring to talk to people. Not all people, just people. Yea yea, some days I just feel like not talking at all. Today is one of the days. But you just have to force yourself to talk? Yeayea, enough of nonsence. I shall go sleep now. Damn tired! See all of you guys soon! Byeeeeee~

express yourself {12:55 PM}

Tuesday, June 24

Heheheh I love tags(: Makes me feel super popluar and everything yo! Hahah, Apperance VS Reality eh? Hehe, ya la ya la. Zomg, just read huiming lj, damn funny! People do get cranky during exams I tell you. I am a living example... Hehehe. I'm supposed to be studying now? Yea, people always do things at the wrong time and yup, I always do! What to do? Hehe. Oh yes, I chiong-ed finish my ugly betty! Yay! No more distractions! But nah, it doesn't matter cos exams are going to be over soon no? Heh, I'm hallucinating again yo! Exams barely started... Hehe, no no no! We must be positive about everything! So... EXAMS ARE ENDING. Heheh, why am I so crappy, I'm like damn high now. Hehe. Super happy, dont know why. It's definitely not because of the exams because I'm so going to flunk all of it (seriously!) you'll see my results if you don't believe. Just you wait! I guess you don't need a reason to be happy? Hehe. Yay! I'm not wishing good luck to anyone because I need all the luck for myself! Hehehe. Ok ok, take a nap first then do econs! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee~

express yourself {4:10 PM}

Monday, June 23

Hello! First day of midyears is ok la. Chem was easy! But, I didn't know how to do it. Hehe. GP ok ok la, I also don't know like whether I'll fail or do well. I was acting stupid and retarded in the hall during GP! Hehe, I ask huix if she knew the random people that I pointed out and then hehehe just damn stupid la. Good first day of school today. Hope that it'll get better. Hehe tomorrow study at home! Oh oh oh! I got a luch treat YAY! Heheh yum yum yum............................ Lol lol lol! Ok ok ugly betty now! Byeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

express yourself {6:55 PM}

Sunday, June 22

Back from one afternoon/evening of mugging! Hope that tomorrow's paper will be ok. There is something wrong with my mugging style... I don't start early enough! Hehe, but haiiiii, promos ok? Aim promos! Seriously. I'm going to do my homework regularly when term starts. Constant work beats last minute. Yup yup. You know it's kinda weird? This midyears doesn't feel like a midyear at all. It doesnt even feel like an exam. Guess I've been too slack compared to when in TK. Dont know. Hope that it'll turn out well. School's tomorrow. Looking forward to the end of the week! Yup yup yup, going to do redox now. Byeeeeeeee

express yourself {10:30 PM}

Hehehehe HIHIHIHI! I lost focus studying for chem and the paper is tomorrow! Oh no no no! I'm going to eat lunch soon yay! Hehe, then I think I'll get back my focus and study till like 7 and then stop(: Hehehehe you know what?! I'm damn happy because the exams are like gonna be over in less that a week yo! Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (: (: (: That rocks hehehe. Here is my TO DO LIST after the exams!

1. Cycle to lagoon and eat! :D :D :D

2. Bake blueberry muffins with pink/blue icing

3. Go get my bag

4. Go get my shoes

5. Everything else!

Hehe, my to do list doesn't really make sense eh? Lol, I just made it up hehehehe. But I seriously want to do all of that!!!!! Oh well, I can do it next week! Which, isn't very far away!!!!!!!!!! Hehe ok ok! STUDY HARD YO! And wish all you out there good good good luck for your MYE although we'll all prolly flunk it anyway. That's what the luck is for? :D :D :D

express yourself {1:09 PM}

Friday, June 20

I like to think of random things. Hehe, I was thinking that I could cycle to school everyday instead of taking the bus+bus or walk+mrt+but route to school! How cool can that get? Simei to Pasir Ris HOW FAR! Hehe actually quite far la........... But hey! That's a cool idea yo! Free transport plus free excercise. Heheh FUN SIA. I shall do it one day. One fine day....... :D :D :D Hehe I'm damn excited about cycling, dont know why too. Hehehehehe must go on the cycling trip to lagoon to eattttttttttttt yummy food! YAY! Yup yup, I think I kena influenced by HBX on eating. But you know what? I got nothing left to eat now! That PIGGGGY finished up my supply of food for this week! Zomgggg. 3Packs of twisites ok! Hehehe, ok ok, I WANNA PLAY BADMINTON! Hopefully tomorrow can play(: Dannnn just bought his new racket! Hehe, ask them to plan...... Yipppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! For now, STUDY! Hehehe, I always talk about studying........ But whether I really do it is another thing altogether heh. Ok! Byeeeee!

express yourself {11:24 AM}

Thursday, June 19

HIHIHIHI! Study today with HBX and MEOWMEOW at the Games Room? Heh, it should be called the study room instead since so many people study there! LOLLOL(: HBR and LWT couldn't make it! Heheh but it was damn stupid and fun! And GOT STUDY! Just that lost focus towards the end. Hehh, I'm going to sleep now! Tired siolx. Waking up later to TRY to study. Hehe but many people are telling me to forget it and just sleep all the way? LOL hehe see how! (: (: (: Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! NIGHTNIGHT! Hehhhh!

express yourself {8:59 PM}

Wednesday, June 18

SUNWAY ICEKATE (Part of the KL trip :D :D :D )

HEYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Back from school heh! Went to school at an ungodly hour today in the morning for photoshoot! Speaking of which! PIGCHEL!(Lol?????) Remember to send me the pic! Hehhhh. Ok ok today was so fulfilling! Studied chem chem chem! Later at night I'm going to finish up Atomic Strucutre then I'm done for today! Wootsssssss(: Tomorrow I'll mug at clubhouse till evening and I'll slack for the rest of the day! Hehehehe, yay! I'm planning my time! Hehe, hope that I'll follow my plan and not slack off! Hehe just realised that midyears is like half a week away! PANIC ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehe funny shit. Zzzzz, my brain cells are like all dead now after so much chem and chem and chem. Tomorrow I'm gonna do Plath, the stupid idiot. And guess what? It's so f*cked up, we're not getting our books till the opening of school?! Screw them all, its damn irritating, irresponsible management. But then again, who am I to talk to them. What am I? A student who just recently got admitted into the management? And what are they? Seasoned employee. So whatever they do is right and whatever I/we do is wrong. Oh welllllll, that's how the world works no? Hehhh, ok ok go sleep now! Tired tired! Then get up watch TV and then study! Hehehe, THIS, IS THE LIFE OF A PIG(: Hehehehe, but pigs dont study! So I'm not a pig! YAY! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

express yourself {6:01 PM}

Tuesday, June 17

Hehe Eunice tagged me to do a quiz? Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz, damn sian! But oh wells, friend la friend(: Hehe, I only do it because of my friend!

20 Random Facts About Myself
1. I have great friends
2. I think I rock
3. I lie alot
4. I don't do things I'm supposed to do(STUDY!)
5. I love alot of people :D
6. I hate more people than I love
7. I am smart
8. I think higly of myself
9. I was from Griffiths
10. I was from Tanjong Katong
11. I am now in MeridianJC
12. I get bored easily(I'm super bored now...)
13. I Think alot
14. Too much for my own good
15. I am self centered
16. I am cute
17. I am cool
18. I admit that I lie
19. I like to use the word I
20. I<3Eunice!

Hahaha, yay, hope that Eunice is happyyyyyyy and will be a happier person now that I did the quiz hehehehe. Miss ya lots and see you in school and trng after MYE! MissssYaaAllllllll! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

express yourself {1:36 PM}

Monday, June 16

:D :D :D

Sunway kl trip was super fun! Cousins+ Shopping+ Icecskating+ EatingLotsOfGoodgoodFood+ KungFuPanda+ KBox! Super duper yay!

BACK TO REALITY! TIME TO STUDY STUDY STUDY!

express yourself {9:19 PM}

Saturday, June 14

RACHEL TANG JIAXIN :D :D :D

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY MY DEARRRRRRRRRRRIE (: (: (:

A whooping four-and-a-half-year of everlasting friendship yea yea yea! Our stupid gang consisting of you, yap hwee san, huang baoxian, lai weiting and me. Being the stupidest and lamest and crappiest people ever ever ever on the entire earth but yet the funnest and loveliest and bestest to be with.

It's damn cool that although all of us are in different classes different cca, we're still damn freaking close! Loved loved loved the outings that we had (and now still having! :D) and and and the SLEEPOVERS! Lets have a sleepover soon man! Hehe still remember that time we use the cool camera to take picture?! It's damn freaking cool! I still have that picture yo!

Anyway Rachel Tang! Sorry I'll be missing your birthday this year ): ): ): But I have this file of thingy for you?! Yeah!!!!!! Yup yup yup! Rachel Tang! You are one of my bestiest best best best best best friend ever in the whole world! Yay!

I <3<3<3<3<3<3you!

Rachel! Jump into the air NOW and exclaim: YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

Once again, Happy Birthday HBR :D Seeyaooooooooooooooooooo soon!

express yourself {6:14 PM}

Thursday, June 12

My artistic inspiration...

Serioulsy. I sometimes wish that the world is that simple. I wouldn't mind if there was only grass patches, clouds, and a sun. Things would be so much more simpler and happier then. Wouldn't it be? Guess we'll never know. It's like we're working towards everything we already have to begin with, and we go through the whole trouble of being happy, unhappy, irritated, sad and whatnot. Perhaps that is what life is? Then again, who is it who can define life? Don't know what's my problem. Getting up at some ungodly hour of the day just to post some weird ass post.

READ THIS STORY!

Woking towards what we already have

The American investment banker was at the pier of a small coastal Mexican village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the small boat were several large yellow fin tuna. The American complimented the Mexican on the quality of his fish and asked how long it took to catch them.
The Mexican replied, "Only a little while."
The American then asked, "Why didn't you stay out longer and catch more fish?"
The Mexican said, "With this I have more than enough to support my family's needs."
The American then asked, "But what do you do with the rest of your time?"
The Mexican fisherman said, "I sleep late, fish a little, play with my children, take siesta with my wife, Maria, stroll into the village each evening where I sip wine and play guitar with my amigos, I have a full and busy life."
The American scoffed, "I am a Harvard MBA and could help you. You should spend more time fishing; and with the proceeds, buy a bigger boat: With the proceeds from the bigger boat you could buy several boats. Eventually you would have a fleet of fishing boats. Instead of selling your catch to a middleman you would sell directly to the processor; eventually opening your own cannery. You would control the product, processing and distribution. You would need to leave this small coastal fishing village and move to Mexico City, then Los Angeles and eventually New York where you will run your ever- expanding enterprise."
The Mexican fisherman asked, "But, how long will this all take?"
To which the American replied, "15 to 20 years."
"But what then?" asked the Mexican.
The American laughed and said that's the best part. "When the time is right you would announce an IPO and sell your company stock to the public and become very rich, you would make millions."
"Millions?...Then what?"
The American said, "Then you would retire. Move to a small coastal fishing village where you would sleep late, fish a little, play with your kids, take siesta with your wife, stroll to the village in the evenings where you could sip wine and play your guitar with your amigos."
- Author Unknown

Funny huh? Yea guess so, the weird facts of life. Weird humans. Yea, no wonder I'm so weird and no wonder everyone else is so weird heh(:

Meeting with my pw group again later and this time, I hope that I'll not be late! Hehe I dont think I'll be late la... My house is like only 10min bus ride to the airport hehe. Depends if I miss the bus heh! Ok k k k, I shall post again tomorrow morning before driving off to SUNWAY for the weekends! Tomorrow's post will be dedicated someone :D:D:D

express yourself {7:43 AM}

Wednesday, June 11

LITERATURE

WANT TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE WOMAN WHO IS CAUSING US SO MUCH PAIN AND AGONY BECAUSE SHE IS JUST WAY TOO COMPLEX FOR US?

HERE GOES!

Yours truely, Sylvia Plath.

express yourself {8:49 PM}

Study at airport with my Primary5 TLL friend! Concentrated for 4hours before losing concentration! I found a pic of TLL! It's the bestest place to have tuition yo(: Hehe, tomorrow going airport again for pw meeting! Heh, abit sian of airport alrd! Went more than 5times this holidays!!!

I miss my friends! Both MJ and TK! And it's not even a month yet since I last saw them! Booooooohooooooo. Looking forward for school to start! Hehheh, you gotta call me crazyyyy but serioulsy, apart from the studying part which is actually the whole main point of going to school... Hehe, yup, so I love school yo! Hope that you guys love school as much as I do! Yay, school's going to start soon but cancel off the exams then it'll be YAY YAY YAY! Heheh, zzzzzzzzzz, crappy crap! Ok k k TV time now(:(:(: Seeee? You work hard then after that you can play. Heheh okeh bye bye :D :D :D

express yourself {6:10 PM}

Tuesday, June 10

Hello people! My self-imposed ban has obviously failed! But fret not! I did study(:(:(: And that's a good thing yo! Hehh yay. Went to TampinesM to study with bx, mel, wt and I did redox woots. Study study study! Lets all be immersed in the supposedly MJ culture that I don't really see happening around... Maybe during J2 la... Maybe hehe. Oh oh I got a $8.8 trim+wash heh(:(:(: Happy happy! Anw, going to study again tomorrow! Yeah man! Study is the new cool~ Zzzzzzz wtv la! Heheh, I siao ald. Dont care about me la k k k!

Many many things happened since my last post! (:(:(: Lets recall!

Sentosa batch outing(:(:(: Pleasantly surrrrrrrrrprised by Rico, who flew back from America and joined us for our outing! Fun fun fun. Totally love love love them all! They're all my bestiest friends ever ever ever!

The TK Homecoming! Met up with ISLAND and we went to Astons to eat(: Yummayyy! Headed back to TK to find rachel and the rest and watch and support MJ Floorball! Heh, they won yo(: But hehe because TJ got disqualified? Hehe, GOOD JOB MJ RECRE! Hehe yay! Went home on my most favourite bus ever in the whole world 12! Hehe, I shall not tell you all the whole ezlink story=.= hehe, damn stupid!

Sunday was study study at airport with Jo! Studying was successful! Sent Rico off, we're gonna miss you yo! Hope to see you again in July(:

Monday? Catch up on my beauty sleep hehe and yup, met up with marg to study! Hehe you see, I've been studying alot! So I have every right to use my lovely tempting viao!

Tmrw tmrw tmrw study again! Heheh I told you studying is cool and in fact, its the IN THING now! Hehe look at the number of people studying(: Haha yup yup yup yup! I love everyone<3<3<3

express yourself {11:26 PM}

Thursday, June 5

Baking+Lunch+Swimming+TV/Movie+Dinner with coussies(: Haven't done it since P6, nice time together. Going to KL with them too, fun time surely! Love them all to bits and pieces. Swimming was fun with the new fei die (frisbee!) and the Zomg coolness waterguns! Yay. Get together again soon!

I'm starting to hate myself and find myself irritating. I tell myself to do things but I never do it. I'm feeling happy and good and everything, but I feel that all these positive feelings can just be taken away from me any time, any second, any instant. Things just happen. Things like these happen all the time. I don't want anyone close to me to leave me. But things happen. Sometimes, people just walk out of your life. Things change. Well, it's common I guess, people walk in and out of your life all the time and you just have to accept it, I guess. But you know, sometimes you don't really want to accept it because you really treasure them alot? But then again, I guess its ok, really really ok. Move on with life and not think too much of the unhappy times. One more thing, abstainace from computer from today onwards. I'm not going to touch my laptop after today, so, this will be the last you are seeing of me. I'm going to do my best studying and not let my parents down. I think they think I'm a dissapointment. But then again, its ok. Really. Its ok. Everything is ok. Why wouldn't it be anyway. Blog again after the kl trip. See you all soon.

express yourself {9:28 PM}

Wednesday, June 4

Friday nights during sec school! (: Good old times... Lovely bunch of smart retarded people that made times more entertaining and less boring. TLL was a good environment for me to feel smart. Feel~ Hehe, yup, love you guys lots lots lots! Oh oh oh! That picture on top was our jump shot outside TLL! It was our last lesson there and our last lesson was at the newest classroom new york at that time! Damn cool I tell you. TLL's like the coolest place anyone can ever have lessons. Seriously. Love you guys <3<3<3

Hehhhh, reunion today! Everyone except Harshini ( in London studying! ) and Jiayun (Band stuff ) was there! Hehheehe. There was Seetow, Audrey, Me, Yanting, Leaosen, Junjie, Lijie, Edwin, Lynette, Ms Lee and Siyi. Hehehh, our cool cool pretty lawyer teacher, going to paris for a month, then going to manhattan to stay! Gosh, she is my idol I tell you, and we recently attended her wedding. Perfect life, I tell you. She got married to her boyfriend of 10years since JC! Cool....... Yea yea!
Anyway, caught up with them alot alot alot! They are all doing very very well in their school! Seetow is like famous, its like everyone knows him!? Power guy!! Audrey is Jo's friend(: and Yanting and I got common interest- vball! Hehhh, maybe we'll have friendlys! Hehe, simei friend yo(: Jiayun band major man! Coolness, I know RJ band major. And Lynette's prolly gonna be OAC chair and Siyi too for hockey! So proud of them... Hehe, actually, yea, they were already this good before I knew them. Zomg, its like almost eveyone who goes to TLL are super man and super woman. Smart smart smart! Hehe, I think I got influenced by them to be smart! Hehhehh, bhb la. But seriously, my class is made out of mainly RJ, HCJ, NJ, TJ, and me? MJ, hehhh, MJ not that bad laaaaaaa, my O's was ok la, can compare with them w/o looking too bad! 6 points and 9 points not very big different la hor...
Hehehe, ate pasta with Audrey and the monster ice cream thing with Yanting! Hehe she damn funny I tell you, she dug out the ice cream from the bottom cos she only like that flavour and then guess what! Heh, the cake/icecream toppled! Heheehehe..... Yea yea! Then we went to Gelare after our yummayyy meal and those pigs ordered 10scoops icecream!!!! Zomg!!!! Hehe yups then sat there and talked about super funny stuff. Laugh laugh laugh talk talk talk and by the time we left Gelare it was 10++++++++++! Nice time spent with my friends that I haven't seen in sucha looooooooong time! See you guys maybe next hols again or something(:

Goodnight, I'm tired Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz and so are you! Hehhh, bye bye.

express yourself {11:39 PM}

Tuesday, June 3

Airport yesterday to pick up YapHweeSan! Yayyyyy(: Haven't seen her in like ages! Went to airport first to attempt to mug. Heh. She bought pokky for us hehe because Rachel said that she was angry hehe. But what to do? Lol~ Zzzzzzz! Damn sian! I'm like so proud of myself because I'm up early! Look at the time now look! Its like only 10+++! Hehe, better try to study. Try la try(: So looking forward to the rest of the week! Tomorrow maybe going queensway buy shoe/bag, then dinner with tll! Super miss the friday nights that we used to spend together in the cool cool rooms esp esp the last one! New york room that was damn cool yo! The overhead projector was a Plasma TV worhhhhhhhhhhhhhz heh(: and yea, it was just damn cool. Super miss tll. If tll had JC, I will surely go! Heheh. Thursday will be damnnnnnnnnn damn fun too yo! Cousin power <3<3<3

Didn't expect it from you. It would have been better if it was any one else who did the same thing you did. But its ok, I expected it anyway, just dissapointed? Funny~ I'm contradicting what I'm saying. But it's really ok, better for me anyway! I really don't understand... But again, that's ok. Better for me you and the world! Ok ok ok, everything is ok! Study and concentrate! Go go go, I can do it!

express yourself {10:13 AM}

Monday, June 2

Hehe feel so lazy! Slept damn early and woke up damn late and hehe later going out again! Zomgggggggg, non-stop going out is like super bad for health! Nonononono, must put a stop to it! Hehhh, but no no cannot! Need to catch up with alot of people! No time to study! Bye bye studying, I'm ditching you for everything else that is fun! (: Yay, I hate you studying! Awwwwwwwww, dont be sad. Hehe, I think I'm damn funny. As funny as Mr Bean! Hehh, fat hope(: Zzzzzzzzzzzz don't know what got into me, suddenly so crazy. You should go see the spam on bx's lj. Hehhhh. Hehe need to study la, but not studying. I'm going out later, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday. Heheh, bye bye studying. Bye bye. Heh, no no cannot! I dont want to bye bye mid years! HEHHHHHHHHHHH, I told you I am funny(: Hahah, I also told you I am crazy.

express yourself {3:50 PM}