Wednesday, April 30
Ehmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I'm supposed to be doing my PI now. How fun. But, look! What am I doing now? Heeeeeeeee, I lack self dicipline, what to do?! Lol. Omg, yesterday's episode was so ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, IDK what to say but sorry. Dont know what went into me. Sorry everyone! It's my fault entirely. Sorry! But I still felt shityy, dont know why too. But oh well, it doesnt really matter. Cause you know why? There are just so many other people out there whose life are even shitier than me and when I take a look at myslef, I cant help to think how fortunate I am. Sorry for sounding so bitchy, it cant be helped. Anyway, had 2.4 run today and Huang Bao Xian, I pawn your ass by 1 second. 1 FREAKING SECOND(: (: (: Haha, pawn you! Dammit la, my hair was damn irritating so I freaking pulled it out. Bet I looked damn poser but wth, I dont give a freaking damn. How? Too bad lor. House com results out. Congrats to everyone and dont be sad if any of you didnt get in/ didnt get what you want. Congrats to CHUA HUI MING!(: You are the PEBBLE! Yeaaaaa, same family as ROCK la(: Heeeeeeee. Same pw group as Huix, Xioa which is GRRRRRRRRRREAT! And Ed and Sarah as well(: Cuteness. Back to PI! Byeeeeeeeeeee. Skating tmrw if nothing goes wrong.
express yourself {9:45 PM}
Tuesday, April 29
I got no one to tell what I want to tell.
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express yourself {9:47 PM}
Monday, April 28
On a much brighter note, I'm so happy for Jean(: She's gonna SOLO at esplanade(: Wootssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss(: ILU<3
express yourself {9:34 PM}
Puck you. Puck out of my life now like freaking now and never ever come back or appear in front of me ever again. Pucking fat hope. This would never happen. Sickening sickening sickening. Idiot. Freaking freak freak. Just shut up, dont talk to me, and leave me alone. Puck you like puck puck puck. Irritating idiot. Get lost go go go, go get lost. Dammit. I hate life now. School sucks life sucks everything sucks. Suck on that.
I'm just in a bad mood, but puck you I hate you.
express yourself {8:40 PM}
Sunday, April 27
PI sucks the shit out of me dammit. I hate it hate it hate it hate hate hate.
Ok, so life has been great but demanding and tiring these few days. I must learn to balance my activities with my studies. Too many things, too little time. Today smu race was quite fun(: 4 MJC teams! One was odac and 3 others were 1)LI 2)BU 3)CONG XIN funny shit. 1 was melson yexi rachel leon 2 was shaun me huixin tianyong 3 was baoxian weiting teckquan xiangbin. My team was the last amongst the three(: Wheeeeeeeeeeee! What to do? Got me how to win?!(: Heeeeeeeeee. The stairs was the most tiring and the most killer one. Next week will be damn demanding too. Monday some ushering stuff, tuesday 5 items and volley, wednesday nothing thankfuly no wait! 2.4!!! , thursday whole day and hope we're going to skate, friday idk whats going on but dammitttt. School and life is sucking all my energy out of me. School tmrw. Tired. Back to PI
express yourself {8:54 PM}
Saturday, April 26
Hello world. Anyway I just thought of something and ya, I shouldn't have said that and I'm sorry. I didn't meant it at all. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. Past three days been going to city hall. Wednesday for smu race briefing, thursday for hamlet play, friday for jocelyn's birthday. If I went with weiting to but swim shirt then I'll be going there like 4 times plus I'm going there again tomorrow, making it 5 times. Stupid city hall. Irritating place. So far. Volley in the morning was fun and the girls were great that day. Anyway, I'm feeling bad and all shitty now. Dammit dammit dammtit. Yes whatever, that is my new catch phrase. Dammit.
express yourself {5:35 PM}
Wednesday, April 23
Waaaaaaaaaaa freak dammit. The stupid SMU thing is a freaking 33km around Singapore. What's worst is the
singlet and
swimsuit. Dammit. Anyway, if bx tang wt are on, I'm on. If not, forget it... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz what the! So long can, and that is provided we dont get lost. Run cycle dive skate and what not. Omg la can, I'm so going to screw my napha since I expect my muscles to ache so so so much. But oh well, I think that all their muscles will ache too, so at least I'm not alone. School's been super busy so far. Catching my breath.
express yourself {10:13 PM}
Monday, April 21
Urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh! Damn it. Dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit.
express yourself {7:35 PM}
Sunday, April 20
Hey people. Long day. This week is going to be a super long and eventful week. Must chiong out project work PI after submitting it tomorrow. Then with the super duper loads of thick homework that can never be completed. Plus there is the literature play on thursday which would stretch late into the nigh with school the next day on friday. And on friday is Jocelyn's birthday, we're going to some concert and it would duh stretch late into the night and vrooooooom! Saturday to do finish all the homework provided there is no econs lecture on saturday. Sunday whole day bye bye because going for the SMU race thing. Damn the week. Ok kk k k kk k, I better go do my econs now. Damn damn damn, damn this hectic life.
express yourself {11:20 PM}
Saturday, April 19
I have great friends. But they are irritating. Friends, I know you're reading this(: So stop being irritating. I know that you all are irritating la k k k k! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
express yourself {3:33 PM}
Tired. Volley on thursday made my arms ache plus there was coloseum on friday. But all went well. Callisto overall champs(: Went for dinner with tk gang and reached home late and poink on the bed and sleep.
Dinner later!(: Haven't seen dawn they all for so long. Yummmmmm(: Better go do PI now. See you all soon.
express yourself {1:36 PM}
Thursday, April 17
School is so draining.
express yourself {9:07 PM}
Wednesday, April 16
Rachel and Lyn won tennis! (: (: (: And Yap came to MJ to support her(: Cheerleader yoz! Ya hweesan, THANKS FOR SAVANNAH BUS AH. Nice going home with YapHS after so long. Too bad she not in MJ! Yup, econs test. Go mug now. Byeee(:
express yourself {8:45 PM}
Monday, April 14
Life sucks seriously. For today at least. So much work to do and so little time. How I wished that time would just stop for me.Tomorrow life wouldn't suck that much. That I'm sure. Till then.
express yourself {10:22 PM}
Sunday, April 13
Life have been ok so far. Normality and everything. Past few days were quite eventful. Thursday was a one hell long day full of lectures and tutorials and everything. Went for my dental, it was such a mistake for it to be scheduled on this day since it would hurt like shit plus there was a movie marathon after that. Alot of things on Thursday. Lit interview also, I should go bang my head against the wall when I get rejected. Volleyball was fun as usual and went off with maple here and there to play callisto frisbee. Dinner with tang and noob conversation with everyone who was supposed to go play at melon's house. Plan was shelved and movie marathon we went. Slept like a pig. Weiting slept more like a pig. Noob plan for breakfast at Ikea. Friday morning truely sucked. Sucked like sucky socks. It freaking rained like as if I needed it to rain. Went home, looked at my work, slept in, went to suntec to get my shoe. Nice friend so nice(: Next time I'll be nice back k! Friday was like non existence as in the events on thursday and saturday seem to be too overpowering and make friday seem like it wasn't a day at all. So saturday, went back see my dears. So nice to see them. All of them. National stadium. Their faces. Defeated tears. Moving on. Went to M to eat. They went to bobbi's stayover. Hope they had fun. Back to reality now. Well, change is the only constant thing I guess. So life's been ok so far. Really really ok.
express yourself {1:17 PM}
You should have seen the agonising pain in their eyes
express yourself {11:20 AM}
Friday, April 11
I got my pretty shoe in the end! Green(: Yea man yea yea yea! Like after how many weeks, finaly! So happy(: Green green green! Just now damn noob la, ya la noob like nubcake. Went eat then go parkway buy chocolate for tomorrow(: (: (: So exciting!!!
We will win! I have absolute confidence(: Tk Band is love! And so nice today(: Be nice forever la k! TK Band go go go! <3
express yourself {8:38 PM}
Wa sian, why everyone not free. Want go buy the stupid shoe la.
express yourself {10:30 AM}
Wednesday, April 9
Shit. I just remembered that I have an interview scheduled at 310 tomorrow. Freak, I scheduled my dental at 2 thinking that seld study period was redundant. Freak. How? Cab back to MJ lor what to do?
Today is such a bad day. Everything sucked tho there was like only 5 periods? For no f-ing reason, my ribs started hurting like crap. Wth, whose ribs would hurt? Nubcake man. Then as if the day couldn't get any worst, I had to find out that there was 3000 finals when my ribs hurt like shit. Thanks for the shirt/shorts yea? Appreciate it! Ya, didn't even want to run in the first place. Even tang asked me not to run. Ok la, the run wasn't that bad. My position is my fav no. 5 Something good in such a bad day at least. Screw the rib. Stupid mood. Stupid me. I feel that I'm offending everyone around me when I don't care about everything. But when I don't care about everything, I serioulsy don't give a damn. But I don't want to not give a damn. Damn it. Got to stop this bitch thing going. I hate it. I totally hate it. I hate it when people bitch about others. I hate it when I bitch. So I hate myself. Hate it hate it hate it hate hate hate. Sorry to everyone for being such an idiot. And sorry if you've be a subject of my recent irritating interest that I'm not going to indulge in any more. Freak that.
express yourself {10:25 PM}
Tuesday, April 8
I'm going to attempt to do my homework today for the first time in a long time. Pray that I'll know how to do it. Sucky life. Nope, life don't suck. I suck and you suck. That's what make life seems sucky. Cynical eh? Wtv~
express yourself {6:58 PM}
Monday, April 7
F-ing shit la. Totally embarassed myself just now like crap. Who says that lyn need someone to pace her, like as if she's not fast enough. Shit la, nubcake. F f f f ! Whatever la~ What's done is done. What to do? At leas callisto did ok(: That's the consolation I guess. So lame lor. I'll get pawned like shit la. Ok k k, sian. Life is a bore. I want to do something besides going to school. But nah, what else can I do man. Booooooooooooo to everything.
express yourself {8:56 PM}
Sunday, April 6
TK BAND was great, is great, will forever be great! Yup, they were fantastic, but yea, could be better! Section pics with Bobbi, get it from him soon(: Almost the whole batch was there(: So cool right! Took pic with darling ger and dm ming wei! They're both dms! One ex dm one dm. Cool eh? Love my section alot alot alot. They're damn cute, to the max! Yea baby yea! Anyway, I better go do my PI now. Stupid pw. Hate it hate it hate it. I spent my whole day out so didn't do any work. Next week is band comp so I'll prolly not do any work too. Damn. At this rate, I'll be reatained, for sure. Damn damn damn. Ok, I'll go study now. See ya soon
express yourself {8:40 PM}
Saturday, April 5
BITCH ALERT: The bitchness have been activated some 20 minutes ago by some unknown personal due to some unknowingly irritating reason that shall not be stated. Beware of any rants or bitch fits regarding this particular issue in the near future. The bitch have been activated and bitch feels that bitch will really have to continue bitching if bitch were to continue interacting with the irritating personal.
- End of bitch alert
express yourself {10:45 PM}
Today is another great day. See I told you. When things are going bad, so so bad, where it can't go any worst, it can only get better. Woken by by hweesan's stupid message. God knows why she sms-es people at 7am in the morning and you know my ring tone is the irritable sound of a laughing cute baby. So ya lor. I studied in the morning(: I'm a good girl right?! Then we had this stupid super lame conversation where me hs tang bx wt discussed where to go. Started with swimming to volley to tennis to bowling and finally, we decided to go to tm starbucks to sit slack and eat. Pigs right? Had a great time with them(: Stoopid noob ass photos with them! Next time I post it k! Cnn called while we were out and ask me to buy some anti smelly thingy for her. Lol, I got time then I go down see la k!(: Later meeting the cip people for the cip thing. Wlao, so late alrd lor. Speaking of that, I better get going. Byee!
express yourself {8:11 PM}
Friday, April 4
Hello. I'm tired. Today was so fun. From morning to night. Morning lessons were great. Afternoon games were greater. Evening soccer was great. Night dinner was great. (: The whole day was great. Thanks for taking 12(:
express yourself {10:18 PM}
Thursday, April 3
Hello world. The world got better today. Less moody, school less sucky, and there was volley today! So fun like fun fair(: Learnt how to set the ball. Hope that this fervent passion don't die! Looking forward to life so much more and things seems to be getting better. When you're so low, the only way things can go is high. So yup, things are definitely getting much much better and better than ever. Thank god I got great friends to support me and thank god I got a great family. If I weren't me, I'll envy me. But now, when I'm me, I don't envy me at all. Not at all. Idk why too but yea. Weird feeling. I seem to have everything I want and need. Funny eh? I have absolutely nothing to be sad about. Even that stupid loserish thing. That doesn't even count. It was purely a result of my freaking dumb ass freaking brain that made me think and expect too much. Sorry my brain reacted that way. Guess it's just a natural reaction. Can't blame me, but can't blame you too. So leave things the way they are I guess (:? Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa, life is getting better because it can't get any worst. I love my class.
express yourself {9:20 PM}
Wednesday, April 2
Hello world. I find that it is seemingly impossible to stay happy when you grow older. It is as if with every day we grow, we find less postitve things in life to look forward to. Everyone is so sad. When I'm happy, they're sad, when I'm sad, they're sad. What's with this world that sucks so much? It's so hard to be your friend you know. Tempermantal and what not. Feel like telling you to f off but I just can't cause every time I want to, I fail, beacause.. because... I dont know why too. I'm just damn irritated. The world sucks. I'm not surprised with the very fact that so many people have sucidal thoughts. Lets all face it. The world sucks. Everything just sucks. Ah you see, I'm being extremely cynical now. So much things, so little time. Life must be balanced. It's just how you strike the balance. I'm going now to search for this balance. I'm in search.
express yourself {8:35 PM}
Tuesday, April 1
Hello everyone! School was urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok la(: Yea lor. No, school was great! We had an obession to eat pizza and in the end, Andrea treated us Sapprino! It was freaking yummy luh heeeeeeeeeee. April fool's day(: Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, today is 1st April. Tricked one or two people. So fun! Haha, anyway, felt so so so much better today. Huix said not to set deadlines but haaaaaha, ya ok la. I know what you mean. We'll just see he he he la. Lol. It's hard to explain but yea. 1st April is off alrd la k. But I feel good that today is 1st April. Dont know why too. Look more positively toward life(:
express yourself {6:09 PM}