Sunday, March 23
Yup(: That was studying(:
Omg! Guess what? I studied today(: Went to study with dearest Jean and she was so full of crap and everything. Clubhouse is such a nice place to study and sleep in. Heeeeeeeeeeeeee(: Later must do sketch of pw or something like that. Must check the email thingy. Yea lor, life now is like so sian. School sleep, sleep school. Lectures, tutorial. Tutorial, lectures. Homework, sleep. Sleep, homework. But at least I find some fun and joy in doing these things. Not pure misery and suffering. Oh and I'm halfway through Jane Eyre! I think that she has a very interesing personality that is hmmmmmmmmm, weirdly simlar to... and one more thing. Charlotte Bronte expressed very complex thoughts in words. Feelings I felt but couldn't express. She is freaking cool. But she must be quite a sad person to experience such things and yea, you get it. I'm optimistic now about nothing at all. Learnt to put things behind me. Been dissapointed too many times to have any glimmer of hope left. Chinese saying goes- na de qi, fang de xia (can take up, can put down) We'll see. I think I'll be a better person. I'll learn, try and do my best. Yea, I promise I will. So I will say bye bye one day to you if you stab me too freaking badly. Hope that day will never come. And no, I'm not making sense anymore.
But on another note, guess what again? Someone's birthday is coming in a week! Who who who? Heeeeeeeeee yea man. People! Be reminded k(: ILU ALL! <3
express yourself {7:34 PM}
