Monday, March 17
Hey, I have a overwhelming feeling gushing out all of a sudden. It's not a very sad feeling or a very happy feeling. I've never felt it ever before. I don't know why, but I kinda think that the feeling that I feel is a contented feeling. I don't know why I'm saying this but yes, I'm contented with my life. Very in fact. I don't have alot of things but I have alot of things. I have the things that make me happy enough to not be sad. Yea. I stil don't know why I'm suddenly talking about this. I feel very very fortunate all of a sudden. No reason why. I have great parents who occassionally suck not because they really suck but because they want the best for me so they have no choice but to suck. I have a great sister who occassionally suck too beacuse she is just like me and since I sometimes suck, she would therefore suck some of the times. I have great friends. They absoultely do not suck. Rachel and Baoxian has been there and will be there for me that I'm sure. Yap hwee san although I've not heard from her for long just suggested to go out and that's great. Weiting will always be there to cheer me up just with her innocence alone. Yexi will be there when I need to tell him things and will listen even if he's the least bit interested. Jocelyn will smile or be concerned and ask me if I'm ok in a sincere tone although I know she won't be affected by the answer. Michelle will lend a ear. Huiming and Lyn and Marissa will be my friends in MJ. Geraldine will be my best section mate in band. I have close friends and my class mates and my hi bye friends. I have everything and I was thinking that there is nothing to be sad about. I'm not poor and I'm not super rich. I can buy almost everything I want that's not too expensive. I've got my white shiny vaio laptop that cost close to 2k. I lead a healthy life, I exercise three times a week, for now at least and my dad would sometimes join me in my run. I got into my first choice cca. I got a freaking good O level score that I still can't believe I got. So yes, I'm contented with life. Is something missing? I don't know and I'm finding out. I seem to have everything. I feel I have everything. Do I?
express yourself {7:48 PM}
