Thursday, March 6
Hello. I am exhausted. But I want more. I'm feeling weird because cca is only once a week and for only two hours. Band used to be three times a week for three/four hours one weekdays and nine hours on saturday. I feel like I got alot alot of time but I'm not doing anything with my time. Kinda sad. Jc life is like so much more free than secondary time. But its prolly cause TK make us stay back so often and there is so much band prac. I totally miss it. I think I miss heavy cca. Now cca is damn freaking light. So bu zi zai. Volley was fun tho although my hand is bruised now. But its ok, all's worth it(: Running is getting funner. Yea right, I'm in denial. Lol, the first four rounds are pure tortue but after that it dont matter anymore. I'm numbed. Sometimes I feel damn numb like nothing ever matter anymore. Seriously. Really. Truthfully. No particular reason to that. Anyway, its kinda late now since I have to wake up tmrw. I'm NOT GOING TO RUN tmrw! MUAAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA(: Yea man! Fun and laughter peace and joy. I found out alot more about life today and a whole different perspective of everything. My thoughts and views are changing. But again, I dont think it actually matters. Nothing matters actually. Really, trust me. Nothing matters at all. Im gonna sleep now. Goodnight people. I love all of you(:
express yourself {10:16 PM}
