Thursday, March 27
Fuck the world. Fuck it. Nothing count against anything. Nothing. Nothing at all. So fuck it. Fuck and fuck and fuck. What if you were left alone in this world? What if you felt empty? What if you are left with so much burden? What if people had to look up to you? What if you loved him dearly? What if, I dont know anyomre. So just fuck everything. Everything is just so fucked up in the fucked up world. Injust. So, fuck.
I'm sorry but that was absolutely necessary. Really. Dont you dare judge me based on that. So now what? I dont know too. No one ever knows. Be strong okay? We'll always be there for you forever and ever. I was so overwhelmed just now that I didnt know how to react. I thought that it was just a cruel joke. I waited for her to say I'm joking, but that sentence never came. Its real. It's so bloody real. I love you forever and ever and so do the rest of us. We'll always be there whenever you ever need us ok? I love you so much. I've never experience loss I dont know what it is but I know that it is painful and sad. I'm sorry. We love you. Be strong. We love you.
express yourself {9:26 PM}
