Thank you so much to Huiming who baked the super delicious brownie and of course xh!(: Tho I dont have a pic of her! Next time we take again k(: Thanks to my darling 08A101 too! Peiting is so cute!(: Love her so much. And thks island! Tho you all ps me for some idk what stupid reason!(:
Tomorrow is 1st April. ): How sad.



On a sad note, one more day to 1st April.):
It may be a good thing. ):









After yesterday's pleasant surpriseeeeeeeeeeee, today is no worst(: Had a great time! High tea at renda*** something hotel, damn hard to spell la. Then went to novena to find my shoe but no size): but its ok, I'll get it another time! Met up with Jo in the evening and had a hell fun time together(: See you next week! And people like to get me green stuffs, which hmmmmmmmm, is a good thing(: Yea! Look at the bottle(: Lol. And one more thing! I swear there is somthing with people and big cards. Jo gave me a huge orange card. Yup. Ok ok now I'll thank everyone who wished me happy birthday in the order of my phone k(: A VERY VERY BIG THANK YOU TO ALL YOU YOU WHO TOTALLY MADE MY DAY!!!! Kj, Shawn, Huiming, Shuwen, Lyn, Hweesan, Vanessa, Sophia, Julien, Jocelyn, Linda, Hilma, Jolene, Kiki, Yexi, Seetow, and heeeeeeeeeeee some of the msg got auto deleted? Idk why too! So anyway, thanks everyone k? Love you all lots and lots and lots. If I forgot to thank you, I say thank you now k! Thanks(: I love all. <3









Had a great fantabulous celebration. Thank you jiu jius' and jiu mus' ah gong ah ma dawn daniel david ah pei and JEAN!(: Thank you Rachel, Baoxian, Hweesan and of course Weiting. I freaking love all of you for making my day so wonderful and perfect. Life will never suck with people like them around. Thank you so so so so so so much everyone(: (: (: I love you lotsssssssssssssssssssssssss! Yea. Today is a great day. Thanks thanks and thanks. Nothing else to say besides thanks. I have such great friends and family. Love you guysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. <3 <3 <3.




Found it on julien's lj. Isn't that nice(:



Today is the 28th. Two more days to my birthday(: and three more days to me giving up): I think that this time, I'm really going to give up. I don't have the strength to carry on with whatever I'm doing. I'm putting in too much effort. Way way way too much. Yup, that's right. Plus time past and time heals. So yea, I'll prolly give up. Good that I give up no? I'll be less buggy and everything and yea. You get what I mean. Tuesday, 1st April. Important date. I'm going to give up. I'm serious about it. Really. I'm serious this time. But now, I'm sad because I'm serious. Funny eh? So I'll be happy today and tomorrow and the the day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow tomorrow and only during the night of the day after tomorrow tomorrow, I'll be all sad and everything because I wont bother to try anymore. I'm sorry. I tried. I'll be me no matter what. You'll be you too. We'll see. You'll still be my friend.



Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......... I'm like really confused now? And I dont know what is happening? Oh wells, doesn't matter anyway. Feeling so much better. Hope that she's better(: Life has to move on no? Yes, I think so. These things are nothing within our control and there's nothing we can do about it but accept it. 'It's okay to be sad but just remember, don't be sad for too long. Remember to be happy at the end of the day.' I've great family, great friends. Great. Tomorrow's saturday.



Fuck the world. Fuck it. Nothing count against anything. Nothing. Nothing at all. So fuck it. Fuck and fuck and fuck. What if you were left alone in this world? What if you felt empty? What if you are left with so much burden? What if people had to look up to you? What if you loved him dearly? What if, I dont know anyomre. So just fuck everything. Everything is just so fucked up in the fucked up world. Injust. So, fuck.

I'm sorry but that was absolutely necessary. Really. Dont you dare judge me based on that. So now what? I dont know too. No one ever knows. Be strong okay? We'll always be there for you forever and ever. I was so overwhelmed just now that I didnt know how to react. I thought that it was just a cruel joke. I waited for her to say I'm joking, but that sentence never came. Its real. It's so bloody real. I love you forever and ever and so do the rest of us. We'll always be there whenever you ever need us ok? I love you so much. I've never experience loss I dont know what it is but I know that it is painful and sad. I'm sorry. We love you. Be strong. We love you.



School sucks with chemistry. I hate, I loathe, I abhor chemistry because of this very fact- I suck at it. Freak chem man. I sat for two hours staring at five questions. Never have I ever felt so useless in my entire life. Chem, I hate you. How do you be good in chem? I need help. Real help. I was damn sad just now because of stupid chem. I dont like things that make me sad. So I dont like chem. How how how? Presevere..........................................

I feel so screwed. It's all chem's fault. Life would be so much better without chem. I will never ever get over chem. School sucks today beacause school naturally sucks. Friends rocks. PE was ok because it doesnt count as school. PW was just pw. I dont see a point in doing it as in why assess us on something so subjective? Ok, I do see the point but I dont like the idea of having to do it. Maths was maths, it just means that I have to practice more sums during the weekends. Lit was cool, one of the subjects that I actually look forward to. I prefer stuffs that relates directly to my everyday life and not like CHEMISTRY where we have to count moles, determine oxidation, reduction, count electrons and what not! What is the freaking point of that in a typical normal day? I dont see the point. Then again, it's just me. Chinese was great too. So half of the day was ok but half was not so ok. But the day ultimately sucked because of chem. Chem, you better let me be good with you. I promise to do everything it takes just to be good with you. Please chem, please. I dont want to suck. Thank you for listening to me whine. This is the end of my whining. Goodbye, I'm off to my lala land.



Hey people. I'm back from my mundane life and am now in a world where nothing matters anymore. Does that sound emo? What the... nah, it doesn't(: I'm far from emo now. I was thinking just now. I always think. Yup, I know I shouldn't think too much but oh wells. Doesn't mean that if you know it you'll do it you know? I have poetic aspirations. You know what that means don't you? It's bad to have poetic aspirations. Haha, I just realised that I'm in denial! Read the first sentence and the fourth sentence! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whatever~

Anyway anyway, celebrated our darling Huiming birthday today(: I bet she's like gay with happiness now. Wait, that doesn't make sense. Its like saying she's happy with happiness. But, yea whatever! You get what I mean right?(: But our plan was spoiled because of our different showering time. That's one of the sad things for today. Hey wait! Actually that's the only sad thing today la, that we didn't get to cut the cake in the end. Hope that she like her present(: It's the most decent, nicest, prettiest, coolest thing that I could find! Yea man. Haha, yup. And apart from huix fantastic birthday, school was just school. With specks of funness here and there. Gp was damn freaking gay. It's fun la for gp because we have this really interactive class and this interactive teacher. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, 08A101 ROCK SOCKS! So really, besides all of that, school was really just school. Ok wait, isn't all of that school too? I don't think I'm making sense anymore. Ok ok, I never make any sense at all at all times la can? Happy? Ya la ya la, I know you damn happy la. Go watch my channel 8 show now(: See ya soon!



A: My hate for you is this big and my love for you is this small.
B: My love for you is like ummmm nothing at all.
A: Then you love for me must be so big because the world is full of nothingness.
Isn't that sweet?(: Audhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Anyway, school is just school and I cant believe that I actually survived through the day. Hurray to me and everyone else! Today is like so what the can! Lessons all the way to 505! Monday and thursdays are sucky days. Hate it loathe it. Tomorrow will be such a fun day because it's Huiming's 17th(: Cool shit no?! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man. Kj is so sweet! He smsed me happy birthday today and when I asked why he was like I wanna be the first person to wish you! So so so sweet! Love ya so much!(: He's my junior btw, just in case! Oh dear, tonnes and tonnes and tonnes of homework to do! I need to do maths, chem, pw, lit and econs outline! Oh my g! It's like every every eery freaking subject that I have luh... Life? What is like now man! I don't know and I'll be in search for something called... life. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. School tomorrow. Booooooooo. Goodbye, I'll start my homework at 930(:






Yup(: That was studying(:

Omg! Guess what? I studied today(: Went to study with dearest Jean and she was so full of crap and everything. Clubhouse is such a nice place to study and sleep in. Heeeeeeeeeeeeee(: Later must do sketch of pw or something like that. Must check the email thingy. Yea lor, life now is like so sian. School sleep, sleep school. Lectures, tutorial. Tutorial, lectures. Homework, sleep. Sleep, homework. But at least I find some fun and joy in doing these things. Not pure misery and suffering. Oh and I'm halfway through Jane Eyre! I think that she has a very interesing personality that is hmmmmmmmmm, weirdly simlar to... and one more thing. Charlotte Bronte expressed very complex thoughts in words. Feelings I felt but couldn't express. She is freaking cool. But she must be quite a sad person to experience such things and yea, you get it. I'm optimistic now about nothing at all. Learnt to put things behind me. Been dissapointed too many times to have any glimmer of hope left. Chinese saying goes- na de qi, fang de xia (can take up, can put down) We'll see. I think I'll be a better person. I'll learn, try and do my best. Yea, I promise I will. So I will say bye bye one day to you if you stab me too freaking badly. Hope that day will never come. And no, I'm not making sense anymore.

But on another note, guess what again? Someone's birthday is coming in a week! Who who who? Heeeeeeeeee yea man. People! Be reminded k(: ILU ALL! <3



Shit, its midnight and I freaking just reach home! Need to check out something before I go poink onto my bed. Oh yea! midnight reach home! Cinderella(: Guess who's Cinderella! Yea man yea yea. Ok ok whatever. Anyway, tomorrow I can't go back tk cos I spent my entire day out today. Went to novena to look for one of my dear friend's birthday present! Yup, and I found it(: Then went to meet my darlings(: We did lots of crappy things and ate like crap and played like crap! Played volley and basket! So so so so fun la(: I want to play somemore! Yup, so because of that, I'm freaking tired now. After I've done my thing I'll go sleep immediately! I promise! Tomorrow I'm really gonna study. Friday, Saturday play like omg super alot alrd! So people, study k! Must finish all all all my homework tomorrow! MUST! (: I'm motivated(: Ok ok ok bye bye.




I<3GREEN & WEITING! (: (: (:

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehehe(: Today was great. Woke up at 10 and ate a french toast toasted by my mun and dad. How sweet is that! Then I started reading my Great Expectation! I'm halfway through it now! Jane Eyre next(: I'll finish GE by tonight yea! Then left house at 1130 to meet the rest at eunos to decide where to go. And we went to city hall! Marina first then to suntec where Weiting and Hweesan came to join me Rachel and Baoxian. Yea man(: Lol. Lunch was quite yummy la, maybe cos I was damn hungry! I was gobbling down the pizza and chicken(: Heeeeeeeeeee pigs(: Oh oh oh we are all in sports cca! Cool eh? Rachel in tennis, Baoxian in floorball, Hweesan in touch-rugby, Weiting in squash, I'm in volley. How cool is that. And maybe because of that, we went to all the sports shop to find sports bra. Yup. Here's something that bx said(: Today is good friday so I must be a good girl. Thus, we all went back home for dinner. Heeeeeeeeeeeeehe. Must attempt to study tomorrow or I'll lag behind all my peers. Anyone want to study sms me k! I will go study with you(: Yup yup thats all(:



Just finished telling my loserish expedition to my friend! Gosh, how loserish. I still havent gotten over it yet. Boooooooooooooo! Anyhow, whatever. I dont care.
Anyway, after the 31th, on the 1st, I'm not going to freaking care anymore. I'm only going to try until 31th, I swear, I freaking swear. But I'll probably break my promise to myself again. That's what I've been telling myself for the past idk how long and now, I'm still trying. See what a freaking loser I am. Anyway, if you're thinking you know what I'm talking about, you probably dont. Because I tell you now, its not what you're thinking about. I know what you're thinking! Yea, so I'll just try and give my f-ing best till the 31th. I have a feeling that my efforts won't go to waste. I can somewhat feel it. Yea.
Anyway anyway, ran again today and I was super pleased with myself because I just love myself too much. Yea right, whatever~! It's the first time that I freaking did a timimg below 13min for 2.4!!!!!!!!! Yea baby yea yea yea. Never before(: And I did my 13rounds in 29min, quite cool like cool shit no? Randomness- feel like skating suddenly, not pro skating but just feel like going down east coast alone and skate in my orange skates and feel the wind and see the sand and bask in the sweltering sun and smell the sea and be free. I absolutely love that feeling. You know? I get that same free feeling when I'm running too just that when I skate, I sweat 9113763190times lesser that when I run. So yea, plus skating is faster that running. But running makes you feel good. If you're those who need to feel good cos you feel bad, then run. Seriously, trust me, run. It's healthy and it makes you feel damn less sad. It makes you numb and stronger. Emo shit la. Whoever cares anyway. Not me.
Oh and one more thing. Cg interim comm today, I runned and my absolutely great friends supported me, so guys, ilu<3! Cool eh no? But then again, it doesn't mean anything since it's interim but rest assure peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee, I'll be good. At least I'll try and do my best. You know I love you and I know you love me! Yea ma(:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm you know what? I think my period's coming. I'm getting mood swings. Booooooooo to that. And btw, that wasn't a necessary information but I just felt like saying it anyway. Hormonal imbalance I think. I want to know more about psych. I'll do more research but meanwhile, I shall have to catch up on my general knowldege by reading Times and catch up on my literature by reading more books. Gonna read Jane Eyre Charlotte Bronte and Great Expextations Charles Dickens by sunday. Yup. So see ya and I better freaking study on saturday cos I'll go out tomorrow and prolly sunday to see band if I study on saturday! Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa so good bye people



Hey peeps. Today rain like F la. Actually it wouldn't matter if I didn't go out but it matters cos I freaking went out! My shoes are so damn freaking screwed. I'm damn sad. I love my orange shoes k! Love love love love! ): I'll bring it to dry! School was ok today(: Very fast over and oh ya, didn't go volley cos I'm like at home now plus it's optional so yea. But I still love volley!(: Xioa hui and Atikah are freaking perverts. Xh pretend to grope you to see if you have reaction?! And A will touch you from your back down! Perv!!!! Omg, you see! Girls school! Oh no no no no. Haha, jk! They're my friends but beware of them k! Yea.
I so fmu!(: Bye bye!



Two things.
One, Jean is so mean. She made her piano teacher come at such an ungodly hour. Yea, but yea. Ok whatever who cares, MEANIE! Yea yea I know you got your stuffs and everything la k, happy?!
Two, I ought to have self dicipline! Bloody... Need to start not slacking and need to start treating lectures and tutorials properly and not just the place where I make noise, have fun, joke about, sleep in. Yea, shit. Thankfuly tomorrow is not so physically draineous. There is only like one super attention needed period needed and the rest are periods that are enjoyable that don't need much brain power and ya da ya da. Blah blah blah. Ok people. You all know that I still love you and I'm going to attempt to study now. Something you have all already done but something I have not and never started ever and ever and ever! Ahhhhhhhh. Haha, booooooooooooo. Yup, I still freaking love all of you! Bye bye(:



Hey, I have a overwhelming feeling gushing out all of a sudden. It's not a very sad feeling or a very happy feeling. I've never felt it ever before. I don't know why, but I kinda think that the feeling that I feel is a contented feeling. I don't know why I'm saying this but yes, I'm contented with my life. Very in fact. I don't have alot of things but I have alot of things. I have the things that make me happy enough to not be sad. Yea. I stil don't know why I'm suddenly talking about this. I feel very very fortunate all of a sudden. No reason why. I have great parents who occassionally suck not because they really suck but because they want the best for me so they have no choice but to suck. I have a great sister who occassionally suck too beacuse she is just like me and since I sometimes suck, she would therefore suck some of the times. I have great friends. They absoultely do not suck. Rachel and Baoxian has been there and will be there for me that I'm sure. Yap hwee san although I've not heard from her for long just suggested to go out and that's great. Weiting will always be there to cheer me up just with her innocence alone. Yexi will be there when I need to tell him things and will listen even if he's the least bit interested. Jocelyn will smile or be concerned and ask me if I'm ok in a sincere tone although I know she won't be affected by the answer. Michelle will lend a ear. Huiming and Lyn and Marissa will be my friends in MJ. Geraldine will be my best section mate in band. I have close friends and my class mates and my hi bye friends. I have everything and I was thinking that there is nothing to be sad about. I'm not poor and I'm not super rich. I can buy almost everything I want that's not too expensive. I've got my white shiny vaio laptop that cost close to 2k. I lead a healthy life, I exercise three times a week, for now at least and my dad would sometimes join me in my run. I got into my first choice cca. I got a freaking good O level score that I still can't believe I got. So yes, I'm contented with life. Is something missing? I don't know and I'm finding out. I seem to have everything. I feel I have everything. Do I?



Photos can't load): Anyway, just came back from dinner! It was yummy. Sigh, there's school tomorrow and yea, booooo to that man!

And now I want to say
F YOU MAN. WTH, I DON'T EVEN FREAKING KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING. I'M LIKE SO... WLAO DAMN IDIOT LA. HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU! HATE YOU TO THE CORE WHATEVER. I DONT CARE LA. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. ITS LIKE SO GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! IM SERIOUS. I DONT FREAKING KNOW WHAT TO FREAKING EXPECT. F YOU LA. THAT'S LIKE THE MOST POLITE THING THAT I CAN THINK OF SAYING TO YOU. SO, F YOU. AND I'VE NOT CURSED BECAUSE OF YOU. FREAKING F-K YOU! JUST ROT AND DIE. WHATEVER~! GO!



Finished looking at the redox lecture notes. It bloody took me 5 freaking hours. Ok ok I admit I wasn't really into redox all 5 hours! But yea, 5 hours eh! Can you freaking imagine that? Freaking nubcake luh! Dinner with daddy and mummy and Jean at 201 later! I think there got night market! I haven't been to one for 109839013490318years! I miss my childhood. But I kinda enjoy life now too. Yea. Anyway, I did something damn bloody stupid yesterday. I only told one person and that person had better not tell anyone else or he'll die a terrible horrible vegetable death! Omg, I still haven't gotten over what I did yet! I don't know what and what and what. Ahhhhhhh whatever~! School tomorrow. Mixed feelings. Looking forward to friends but so not totally looking forward to work.

I hate it when Jean sleeps late. She becomes irritable and irritating. So Jean, please sleep early in the future. I really really hate it when you are irritating. Be like me sleep early! Wth la! Who sleeps at 4am especially when school is going to start?! Yea, do that during the hols la k(: Yea yea have fun sleeping now!



Cool shit. I totaly ditched mugging today for shopping! Yea man(: Yea yea yea. Haha. Bought three tops one bottom one slipper two sports bra and yea thats about all. I love shopping. Who doesn't? Freak. You know what that means? I have to mug tomorrow. I think smart friend is coming over! And my darling QTP once again rejected me and my offer to come over. Heeeeeeeeeeeeee but oh wells. I can do without that QT! And hey if your reading, ARE YOU HAPPY THAT I'M CALLING YOU QT?!! Yea baby. I need to do my chem tutorial. Freak. Tomorrow la(: Haha. I need to talk to my primary five friend! Primary five friend is not online! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Quick quick come online! ): Nvm, I'll just sms. Sunny day today. I bet my good friend is NOT EMO today since the weather is NOT EMO and I also bet that good friend had lots of fun playing(: I hate my good friend! Funny eh? Yea. Hope it rains(: Lol, nah, just kidding. Monday's school and I miss my friends especially those I didn't see during the hols! MISS YOU AL LIKE CRAP!(:



Haaaaaaaaaha back from dinner with my parents(: We went to tampines old house there to eat my favourite hokkien mee! I was just telling my friend that day that I always go there athough I live in simei now haaaaaaaha, random! Yup, the food there is damn nice, to me anyway, because its all that represent my childhood! Yea man. Friend coming over tomorrow. Plus I think I'm going shopping with Jean later in the evening. How incredibly fun. Holidays although ending, are getting funner!

Let's look at my holiday(:

Saturday- Band and IT FAIR(: I so totally got my freaking pretty laptop that I am so using now(: Its freaking pretty pretty pretty pretty! Just look and stare at me with envy(: Yea man! I feel like the luckiest girl on earth.

Sunday- Band(: I'm totally in love with my section and all the wonderful and not so wonderful memories. Band is a nice thing to remember! Tiresome troublesome but nevertheless something in my life, the experience I'll never ever forget. My batch mate are nice and I totally love them all. Yea but they can be totally bitchy too! Miss them like crazy that explains why I went back for two days! Oh oh I gave my section the land yard thingy(: So cute right! Yeaaaaaa, I know!

Monday- Island meeting! It's never complete la our island. Someone will always not be there! FL was overseas! But it was still freaking fun and freaking lame to go out with them! And I love love Julien's yummy muffins that are so yummy! Haha(: Yea man, totally. Hope they'll meet for SOMEONE'S bitrhday, EHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!(:

Tuesday- Out with loser gang! Freaking loserish! We do lots of loserish things together. Our cartel dinner was freaking fulfilling(:

Wednesday- Dentist and I kena PS by my DEAR DEAR FRIEND!=.=!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha, eh I haven't gotten over it yet ok! Stupid. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, I still hate you(:

Thursday- Went tk to see someone for something and also to say hi to section(: And I again WAITED at the freaking bus stop for 15min!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you! Heeee I haven't wash my smelly jacket yet(: And yes, I hate you! Make me take 36! Haven't get over it yet ok! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr x 89111376273618209803103282!!

Friday- Today(: Friend, dinner

Saturday- Friend, SHOPPING!

Sunday- If friend comes again then study, or else, I'll be out playing (:

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaha, actually what I did was redundant la. I blogged everyday la. So, yea summary! Hahahaha. I love everyone and I'm very very very happy! Like gay happy!(: Yea yea yea. Love me everyone! Bye bye!



Friend's here(: Bye bye blog, I'll be back at night!



Hahaaaaaaha, tell you all something damn loser k! We decided not to meet today because bx is too tired and rachel is too far away. Heeeeeeeeeee, loser right! And I'll just stay at home and freaking rot(: Haaaaaaha yea man. Oh oh my smart vj friend is coming over later at 1! Yea man, yea yea yea I'm can abosrb the smartness. Woooooooooooooooho. Yup, if you still can't tell, I'm damn high for no reason. Geeeeeeeeeee, I sound weird. Ah whatever, I'm always weird la right?! Yeaaaa I'll now wait for my friend to come! Oh and I watched lion king just now. So touching(: I love love love it more than anythign else! ITS CLASSIC!!!! Yup, see ya soon(:



Hello. I feel tired. Did my run today(: Yay! And I didn't bring my watch today because I knew that my timing would be bad! Self denial is good sometimes you know! It makes you feel happier and less sad. Went back to tk for like half an hour to talk to bernice and she gave me sushi! Random right?! But she's damn nice(: Thanks ah, tho you dont read my blog! Why everyone so emo one. Cheer up people cheer up! There's nothing to be sad about and even if there is, just be sad for awhile then be happy again(: That's something I learnt(: Yeaaaaaa man. Met up with my friend at some bus stop and waited forever for the much hated bus 36 to come!!!!! Airport to study! Went to T3 after studying to see see. Then guess what?!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got forced to take 36 when I can take mrt/24! Stupid friend. I'm gonna give you my smelly jacket so you can faint and die!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yea man and the world will be a better place(: Definitely. I took 45 min to get home from where I stopped k! That means I took a total of 1h15min to get home when I reach home in 20min! See what type of friends I got and what a good friend I am!? Haha, yea, you owe me a bus 12! Anyway, went home and batheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so I wont be SMELLY and I really wont wash my jacket! Nah, I'm kidding. I'm a clean person! I teach Jean one maths question! Yea man. Maths woots! I'm gonna complete GP and summation tomorrow and hopefully start on chemistry, which I sinfully suck in. I was sleeping on my couch before this. My couch is damn nice to sleep on. The last last time tang bx came over, they slept on the couch to! Going out tomorrow with them again! Cool shit. See ya soon(:



): My tooth bloody hurts. The dentist put a different kind of thingy onto my teeth): I'm in agonising pain. Normally the pain only comes like after one day but today it freaking hurts. And my dear friend who was supposed to go to airport with me today decided to oversleep. How saddening. One less day to study. Anyway, I feel like doing something weird like getting into a fit or rage or something extreme and then write a poem. I think my poem will then be good. I'm too happy a person to write any god poems. Yea and I'm like blogging twice a day during holidays. How incredibly fun. So you see how much I study. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa.



Cool shit. I finally found out how to do the timing and everything so now the date and time of my post will be accurate. Anyway, I realised that my knee is screwed so I can't run that much or knee will be even screwer. I come from a family of screwed knee. My dad has knee problems and so does my mum. And so, I'll prolly have knee problems. I kinda feel my knee so I'm feeling shitty now. What will I do without my knee! I did lots of knee warm up lor): I want my knee! So yea, I'll run less, max 4 times a week, min 3. Yea, so tomorrow I'll do it. Stupid knee, why can't you be a good knee. Knee aside, I must say that Jean is a really good pianist although I always tell her that she suck. She totally do not suck! Yea and she can play and sing at the same time! It not like those kiddy easy song you know, kinda like those chim chim song with chim chim rhythm notes and lyrics. God, my sister. No wonder she is the rehersal pianist. I never knew she was that good until just now when I hear her play! I knew she was good but not THAT GOOD! Gosh, what does that make me? My saxophone playing vs her piano playing is like 11069871639297 times worst! Plus she can sing and she can study and she's in cedar and her psle beat me and her O's will 99.9999999999999999999% trash me. Thankfully she can't run or do sports. Not that I can do all well but at least in this aspect I'm finally better. But what's the point? When its something not recognise?! Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa whatever la, it sucks to be older. She better stop growing so she can be shorter than me. I think I'm 1 or 2 cm taller than her(: Heeeeeeeehe, so stop growing! Oh yea, I smack harder, pinch harder, and argue better than her(: (: (: THAT IS IMPORTANT! ILU<3!!!!!!!!!!!!
















OMG YAY! I FINALLY UPLOADED THESE SPASTIC PICTURES(: SMILE LAUGH LOVE AND FAINT!!!! These pictures are &%$@#*&^@$&^@!!!!!!!! IDK how to describe them but the best way to describe them would be one word- cute. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Yea man. Love us and applaud us. What we did was brave and courageous. Yeaaa man. Say yay to us. Yay(: Sorry tang but bx already posted the pics(: So it doesnt make any difference if I do too right! Ilu guys<3 Kiss. Love. Embrace. No we are not lesbians! We just love each other. Yes we do.



Hey yo(: I'm like so bloated man. Just came homw from tm cafe cartel. Tang Bx Wt and me shared 2 huge plates of yummy ribs(: Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, but then again, shit, because that means I must run again tomorrow! Dang dang dang!!! I just freaking ran today. But my timing is getting worst): Its ok! I'll run w/o my watch tomorrow I guess. Heh. And Bx sms-ed me that she wants to run tomorrow but changed her mind because she prolly knows that she will not run in the end. See what type of friends I have? And and and! She came the latest today! Even Weiting came earlier than her! WEITING EH OMG! Bx....... Hai....... Rachel came after her training at like 12 and I just reached home after going out with Jean and Dawn. Oh oh I bought this jogging shirt that is black and green(: and two shorts. We'll prolly go down again when the straigh cut shorts are selling again. Friday maybe! So tang and I attempted to study. Ok la, got study la but not for long. I could focus so so so so much better during O's la can! Haha, oh wells. Yeaaaaaaa. Ok, I've decided. I'll go run tomorrow w/o my watch so I wont be dissapointed with my timing(: Hehhhh, I'm in denial eh?
And one more thing. I am damn scared. I do not dare. I freaking do not dare. And I do not know. Really.



Omg luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today is so *(&@#^*#*(#@@%!+#^*# !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wlao, early morining so suay alrd. It's like when I went to ITE that time the green man was green then some bloody motorcyclist almost banged me down! Not over yet. Then this stupid indecisive woman was avoiding a puddle when she saw me behind her already. She moved to her left so I moved to the right. Then she suddenly move back to the right again and I almost bang into her zzzzzzzzzzz! Then I stepped into the disgusting puddle because of her. My poor shoes. But booooooooo too bad. I think I splashed the water on her when I piak on the puddle. Then went out just now and Dawn and I alomst got knock down by this stupid big lorry who reversed for no reason and didnt look before he reversed! Irritating. Then we saw this stupid driver who almost banged down a cyclist and even had the cheek to scold the cyclist. Drivers........ I'll never drive ever. Ok wait, I take that back. Today is such a x-x-x day. Anyway tang is at the bus stop now and bx they all coming later so bye bye!



EHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. HELLO EVERYONE(: Guess what? I'm blogging for the first time on my new white glossy shiny viao laptop! Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee man. I totally adore it. So thanks to mum and dad although I just quarelled with them for some IDK what reasons. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I love everyone now. Yesssssss man. Yay yay yay yay! I feel damn bloody gay now. I'm freaking gay now! Hehe. Today started with my irritating sister's alarm ringing and that ringing woke me up. Freak you Jean! You mean thing. You better watch out. But nah, since I'm making her bring me to fbt I'll forgive her on account of that(: Smile Jean. Yup, so I slacked around the house before going out to meet ISLAND(: They were irritating! Hahaaaaaaahah, everyone irritates me. Meeting time was 1330. Royce and I were on time. Michelle and Jocelyn came at 2 and Jaclyn and Julien, THE ORGANISER, came at 230! @(*)*$@*&$&%(_@)*(&(^#@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahaaaaa so what right! Yeaaaaaaaa, wanted to watch leap years but some one already watched it so we just walked around aimlessly doing nothing. Oh oh oh and our attempt to design our island tee(: It was damn funny shit crap! You'll get what I mean if you were with us. So that's today. I think bx and tang coming over tmrw. See how. Till then, see ya(:



I cant post our gay toys r us pics!): Another day I guess!!!!!!!!!!!!











Today is such a nice day(: I love today so much. Lessons were damn freaking slack and we only had econs, maths and lit today. Lit was a slack period watching sylvia plath but I find her interesting and scary at the same time. She seems simple yet complex. I think that I have emo friends and I think that I will one day, become emo like them. I DO NOT WANT TO BE LIKE THEM!(: HEEEEEEEEEE! I wanna be happy forever because when you are happy, you will be happy. And I dont want to be facade happy. I want to be truely happy(: I want every single day of the year/my life to be like today. Nah actually no, routine is b-o-r-i-n-g! Ahhhhhhhhh whatever. Anyway, went out with rachel and bx today to vivo. We were damn crap as usual. Then huiming and sylvia, not sylvia plath k! joined us in our ATTEMPT to find the fbt warehouse. But omgggggggggggggg we couldnt find it. Nubcake luh. Anyway, we will try again soon(: Heeeeeeee. Going band tmrw to see my beloved! And I think and hope that I'll get my gorgeouso laptop at tmrw IT FAIR(: I'm loving everything.



Hello. I am exhausted. But I want more. I'm feeling weird because cca is only once a week and for only two hours. Band used to be three times a week for three/four hours one weekdays and nine hours on saturday. I feel like I got alot alot of time but I'm not doing anything with my time. Kinda sad. Jc life is like so much more free than secondary time. But its prolly cause TK make us stay back so often and there is so much band prac. I totally miss it. I think I miss heavy cca. Now cca is damn freaking light. So bu zi zai. Volley was fun tho although my hand is bruised now. But its ok, all's worth it(: Running is getting funner. Yea right, I'm in denial. Lol, the first four rounds are pure tortue but after that it dont matter anymore. I'm numbed. Sometimes I feel damn numb like nothing ever matter anymore. Seriously. Really. Truthfully. No particular reason to that. Anyway, its kinda late now since I have to wake up tmrw. I'm NOT GOING TO RUN tmrw! MUAAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA(: Yea man! Fun and laughter peace and joy. I found out alot more about life today and a whole different perspective of everything. My thoughts and views are changing. But again, I dont think it actually matters. Nothing matters actually. Really, trust me. Nothing matters at all. Im gonna sleep now. Goodnight people. I love all of you(:



I FEEL SAD BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MY CHEMISTRY HOMEWORK. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. And yes omg, today I was booing at the sc fiesta thingy cos they discriminated arts and I suddenly became a cow that goes MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO wth lol! OH WELLS WHATEVER. I STILL FEEL SAD COS I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO CHEM AND THE POINT IS THAT I ACTUALLY ATTEMPTED TO DO IT. HOW SAD CAN THAT GET? AND FREAK, I DONT FEEL LIKE RUNNING TMRW COS I THINK I'LL BE DAMN TIRED PLUS I DID MY RUN TODAY. BUT FREAK, TMRW IS THE COMPULSARY RUN. OH WHATEVER~ I DONT CARE ANYMORE. I SHALL JUST SUCCUMB TO CIRCUMSTANCE AND ROT TO DEATH.



Today started off very fine but I just had to get moody! Heeeehehe, but I'm ok alright now after my five hour sleep. I loned my way home pang sehing everyone because I just didn't feel like talking. How loserish can that get? Oh wells, its just me and you got to accept it! Hahaa, nah I'm just kidding. I got into volley(: Damn happy didn't get into mjcsb(: Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee, serve them right for not calling me or maybe I didn't pick up! Actually I dont mind soccer too but since I choose volley, then volley it shall be(: Plus I know ALOT of people in volley so no need to make friends(: Muahhhaaaaaaaha. There's supposed to be an ogl appreciation thingy but nah, I'm too tired to attend. Boooooooo. But then again, oh wells. I wanna watch leap years who wanna watch with me! I'll go ask(: And I miss my friends. I don't see much of them anymore. But changes are inevitable isn't it? Yes it is.



One hell of a long fruitless day at school. Today was a total waste of time la can. Go to school at seven twenty five for morning assembly and only ended lessons at five plus. We only had 3 periods! How dumb is that la. Zzzzzzzzz omg lor. Thankfully tomorrow is better. We have the same 3 periods but end at 12(: Phewwwwwwwww. Wlao, today Jean use the toilet for damn long la then I reach school damn late, not enough time to run properly. Roarrrrrrr! You so mean meanie. Anyway, went out with JAE 08A101 to whitesands for lunch and we ate kfc. I swear I'm only gonna eat fast food once a week, so this week is down. Bunch of crazy people I tell you! And during lectures we were so bored and since we were sitting at the ultimate back, we started taking pictures of each other and stuffs! Damn noob and damn fun. The crazy insane huiming was playing the 'give me tempo ready go' game all by herself. LOL, it was damn lame(: and we still continued playing during maths altough we were sitted right in front of the teacher. Whoooooooops, I bet the teacher hates us now =.= heeeeeehehe. We were laughing and enjoying ourselves and everything, at the same time, I must emphasise greatly upon, paying great attention upon the lesson despite the fact that we were seemingly not paying any attention! Multi task! I think AP and GP is still manageable(: Yup. The day finally ended. Went home with Jillene and we took 12! Stupid yexi pangseh me for kenneth! Haha, serve you all right! Bus 12 came like super fast la. Like 1 second after we alighted, bus 12 came!(: Heeeeeee, can you tell that I'm lying?(: I wanna go east coast run! East coast is the nicest place to run ever ever ever!



I MISS ALL OF THAT SO SO SO MUCH): I WANT ALL OF THAT BACK): BUT I KNOW THAT IT'LL NEVER BE POSSIBLE): I GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO MOVE ON): I DONT WANT TO): THE PAST AND THE FUTURE): I FEEL SAD): I WANT EVERYTHING BACK):



Dinner is so cool(:



Hey people. Studied, or rather, attempted to study with my study buddy(: I did econs! Study buddy was studying for common test. Heeeee and I was slacking away. Oppps! MJ is serioulsy a mugger school. It's like wth?!!?!? You walk around the school and see people all around you studying. I bet those people on the study benches studying are staring at people at me wondering 'how come these weird people so free, no need to study, got time walk walk slack slack, nothing better to do' Mugger school! MJC = Mugger Junior College!!!! Oh freak, I'm gonna turn into a mugger. I'm like damn scared la. When everyone else is studying I'm sitting in the canteen doing nothing with my bunch of slacker friends! My attempt to study is like =.= errrrrrrrrrrrrr. You get what I mean. Especially those who have seen me through O levels! That was the ultimate- failure to start studying plan. My mission was to study when sec four start. Then got band syf. Then say ok set! Start studying after syf. =.=!!!!! Havent start yet! Midyears say want to start then havent start yet! End up get 31 for L1R5!!!! Freak to that man, thank god I finally woke up awhile before prelims and started studying. MUGGER SCHOOL! Muahhhhhhhahaaahaha. I shall not succumb to the mugger-ness of MJC! I'll slack around(: If my friends will slack with me(: Heeeeeeehehe. Today went east coast with daddy again!(: We ran opposite direction this time from jetty to mac. I'll getting fit soon! Haha yea right! Whatever la zzzzzzzzzzzz so sian now. I feel like catching a movie. Tuesday anyone? Nah on second thouhts, no $$$$ so oh wells, never mind. I shall just rot at home and wait for something spectacular to happen to me. I'm waiting. I'm still waiting. Nothing is happening!(: Heeeeeeeeeee, I enjoy talking to myself. Someone! Cure me of my sickness! Ahhhhhhhhh! (: LOL I AM SO HIGH NOW, IF YOU CAN TELL.(: See ya monday(:



Yesterday so did not exist. Leap year. Yesterday so did not exsit. I should have done more stupid things. I want to talk to my friend. Talk to me my friend.



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