Saturday, January 12
Hello, I'm back and I feel less sad. In fact, I kinda feel contented and happy. No reasons, I'm just weird. But don't worry, you are weird too. In fact everyone is weird. People are hypocratical. Very very hypocratial. I wasn't hypocratical last time. I'm not so sure now. All my friends are hypocratical. My good friends are hypocratical. I am hypocratical. We are all hypcratical. Want me to cite an example? Let's give friend A a name - Dolly. Friend B will be Braces and friend C will be Pony. Dolly and Braces are friends and they told me bad things about Pony. Things like hating Pony and everything. Then suddenly they smile at Pony when they see Pony and say hello and talk when they see Pony and pretend that they like Pony. So Pony probably thinks that Dolly and Braces like Pony. Pony probably likes Dolly and Braces as they are cool and everything. I don't like Pony that much too. But I still am around Pony sometimes and even talk to Pony and everything and pretend to like Pony. But at least I don't tell people that I actually hate Pony. I just hate Pony for who Pony is. Hypocratical world. Wouldn't it be better if I was just a fool and always be in a fool's paradise just like charlie gordon? Yes, MJ is doing flowers for algernon. Anyway, the whole Pony thing was the main thing that made me sad, I think. But I don't really care now. I don't know who my friends are and I don't know where my friend is. I feel lost, but nevertheless, still happy, not sad anymore. Actually, no, I'm not happy, or sad. I don't have any emotion now. This is one the most complex moments I have in a long time. Things like this happens sometimes especially when I start thinking about things. It's better not to wonder and think and everything. But sometimes it just comes to you, you don't actually think about it but you just know what you should think and everthing just fall in place. I can be sad for some time, but I won't be sad for long because being sad is bad for health. No, I just made it up. Hey, I miss my friend. I do, but it doesn't matter. I can do without you. After all, I have been doing without you. Thanks for being there last time.
I feel much more relieved now...
Ok, on a lighter light light note, I went out today with my OG! We went to orchard and OG is bad like bad bad bad. People were late, terribly late. But oh wells, that's just people. It doesn't matter(: Went yoshi for lunch then walked around and round and round and round. Wanted to catch a movie so went to cine but there wasn't any nice movie so we just hung around. Went to hereen and I bought a GREENNNNN FROG and a damn cut animal toothbrush!!!!!! Don't know what's wrong with me nowdays, always buying useless stuffs. It's for someone(: haha. Yup, that's today. Oh yea, I'm like bo-gay(toothless) now. Pulled out four teeth yesterday and now I can't talk properly. It's like there's air leaking ):
Ok, that's all. This post feel pretty long. But whatever no one will read it. Good bye, I shall be a good girl and do my tutorials, tomorrow(: Do your tutorials too! Byeeeeeeeeee
express yourself {9:16 PM}
