Wednesday, August 29
And guess what? I'm wasting my life away as usual like bloody fuck. Yes, FUCK. I feel freaking fucked up now and I freaking hate that feeling.................... Shit. Its prelims tomorrow and I've to worry about English? I'll revise a little English right after this. Anyway I'm just frustrated with everything and everyone. Just like today in the audi where this guy from some environmental society/club came and started blabbering about the earth, saving it, what man has done to harm it? WTF?! Do I freaking care? Actually, I did care a little some three four months ago. And guess what? I realised that whatever these people said although true, was just some fucked up shit that they decided to say because 'Oh! I'm so concern about the environment' WTH? Come on la. Get a life. This, is just the consequence to our actions. Serves us right. It's just nature that all these are happening. You pollute and blah blah, then nature comes and cause destruction, wiping out mankind so that they will not be able to destroy and furthur. And wth? Isn't man a part of nature too? Isn't all the fossil fuels and whatever shit part of nature too? Isn't eating other animals part of nature too? Isn't natural disaster part of nature too? Stupid man, thinking that he is such a supreme being. Oh what? 'Man has altered nature' wth. Nature altered itself dumbass, to kill us so that everything would be in place. And for what reason must we show such concern towards the environment? Fucked up countries like you-ass and chai-ner? Produce so much fucking waste and pollution and what? They can go produce so much pollution and all those dumbass stuff earn lots of money and whatever while here, we strive for the awareness in saving the Earth. See what's fucked up. WTH. English tomorrow, this world is such a fucked place.
express yourself {9:23 PM}
Sunday, August 26
I
STILL
MISS
YA
-.-
ITS BEEN SUCH A LOOONG TIME. (:
BUT,
I'LL JUST LET IT REST, COS THAT'S THE BEST THING TO DO..
YUP!
express yourself {8:55 PM}
WOOSHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I finally feel like I have a life! (: Gosh, this week has been so so so so so so so so tiring! Staying back in school everday and reaching home to do a little more work and watch a tinnie bit of tv. Thankfully, there's friday afternoon, and sunday! Saturday wasn't counted because there was Amaths in the morning! I slept through the whole friday afternoon and today, I woke up SUPAR late. Yipeeeeee. But tmrw's monday and the whole cycle gonna repeat again. Boo to that.. Anyway, it's kind of fulfilling to do study, like there's this sense of achievement that you have actually sat at that spot fo five hours without moving your butt. Ok, not five hours, but you get me. No more time for silly talks over the phone for hours and hours and no more time for tv or computer! Haha, I just enjoy lying to myself. That won't be happening, just less of it.
HEY..................... I MISS YA
express yourself {8:23 PM}
Sunday, August 19
Orals are tmrw.. Scary. Yup. My vocavulary is like so limited and bah, whatever, it'll just be over in no time!! I think I'm gonna stay in school tomorrow after lessons for the night study thing (: not that my home sucks or anything, just a different environment.
Last friday meaning yesterday yesterday was uhhh, FUN! haha. We went swimming in the rain (: and the blue volleyball was damn cool too!
I feel better now ! ! ! So see ya soon.........
express yourself {4:32 PM}
Sunday, August 12
WLAO.Just shut your fucking mouth up. Ya so what? I say fuck, say fuck big ah? FUCK FUCK FUCK! What's your problem with me?! Freaking irritaing, so just stop it. So you all understand now? Shut up and keep all your comments to yourselves. You suck and guess what? I suck less then all you. I wish you all will leave me alone, I'm serious and I know you WILL read this so here's to you, shut up and leave me alone. I'm serious, leave me alone and just shut up and stop picking on me. Life suck because of you all.
express yourself {7:54 PM}
Thursday, August 9
Heyyyyyyyyy. These few days have been rather fun? (: Haha. Yesterday was the school's celebration for national day. Was in cake deco and guess what? We didn't win HAHA. Who cares anyway right (: Hehee. The performance was okay, I guess. Oh oh oh, Weiting, Baoxian, Rachel and I face tatooed our face with the made in singapore thingy. And I have a henna? tatto smiley face on my wrist, haha! Heard that the batch were going to sentosa or something, didn't feel like going with them. So bx wt and I went to parkway for breakfast/lunch at mos burger. Bought lots of food before we headed to hs house. Heeheeee.. We studied!! Then bx and I went to swim alone because wt and hs didn't/couldn't swim. We did 10 laps!! How fulfilling (: And did you know, you swim faster with goggles! Cool. Haha. Had to go home for dinner which was cool too! (: Haha. Dad and Mum book a barbeque pit so we had a barbeque dinner. Yup, so that's yesterday.
Today is NATIONAL DAY (: (: (: Happy Birthday Singapore. Hahaaaaaaaaaa. Woke up late today, studied and went swimming again!! Quite into swimming nowdays (:
Okay, end of happy times. When my mood is so good, you just have to come and disturb me. GO AWAY and mind your own business. Like WTH!?!?!!! Why do you bother about what I do and who give you the right to ask me what I'm doing, stop me from doing what I'm doing...... Just go away and leave me alone for goodness sick. ITS DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING. So, what I suggest is, SHUT UP. Wlao. Ya la, go do what you want la, go walk in the park, go run in the gym, go swim in the pool, go la go. Just leave me out of everything. Damn irritating. One day dont shut up dont say anything cannot is it?! What? I have no right to do my things is it? You go shopping/overseas/blah blah whatever can then whatever I do cannot. I never ask you what you doing so just shut up and dont ask me. I never disallow you to do whatever you are doing so shut up and don't disallow me. You never freaking ask my permission if you can do whatever you are doing right?!?!?! So dont expect me to do so. Cant stand it. Get your own life without interfering in mine. Gosh. How can there be such irritating people on earth. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
YOU SPOIT MY DAY
But I've just made myself feel good by bitching about you, so I'm happy now.
YAY (: So, you have not affected me after all.
See ya soon...... <3
express yourself {7:54 PM}
Thursday, August 2
Quick one before I start studying again..Just talked to a primary school friend just now, she's from pasir ris sec and taking eight subjects, more than me! Lol. I've only got 7 (: Yup, she said that she couldn't cope with A Maths, and didn't understand alot of topics. But she doesn't want to have tuition and doesn't want to drop. Dont know her, but its none of my business, I guess. She was hmm, one of my good friend from P1 to P3? Then I dont know why we weren't that close. So, although I am feeling super scared of the O Levels but I am seemingly not doing anything. TKH just talked to us that day. Everyone's putting in the effort, especially the teachers, the school, but effort is just lacking from us. Oh, there's this cool plan that may take place. The school may be open till late for us to study! How cool (: Anyway, I've plans to study tmrw after school when hs and bx are having their lessons.With love! <3 See ya soon (:
express yourself {9:29 PM}
