Saturday, July 21
people have been telling me that i should. i really dont know. ok, i do know what to do just that i dont think i want to do it. i'm just wasting everyone's time asking asking them again and again what i should do and why i feel that way and ranting to them about the whole thing that have no reason behind it at all. i really know i should but i just cant bring myself to. shit. thank you and sorry to byhr for telling you so many things and asking for so much of your advice when i dont heed any of them. i mean i know what is right and wrong and i just have to indulge in trying to believe that whatever my behaviour/action is correct and hoping for someone to agree with me. but sadly and truthfully, friends dont lie. told them cause they were close friends and they would just say what they feel. its pretty much what i know i should do too. wonder if anyone had this stupidly weird feeling too. but now, since i know what i should do, i'll just try my best to, after all, nothing at all happened. so, i'll start from say, later. yes i will.
jean's hogging on to the harry potter book, hell. she has to go tuition from now, two pm, to later, six pm, and she insisted on taking the book along with her. wth. whatever.
PUZZLE BOBBLE! <3
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