Wednesday, May 2
life's been a bitch. the public holiday yesterday was spent studying, or rather, was spent on TRYING to study. wth la, its damn no life la can. doing something that you don' like and see no purpose(yet). i mean, you study so much and so hard now and whatever you're doing is not what you like. so what's the point here? you study so hard, and then, get a good grade, and then? get a good job, i guess, and the job you get better be the job you like because you've wasted so many years working or trying to work hard, and ultimately, if you don't do what you like and instead, indulge in what you dont like(eg. studying), then your entire life would be - meaningless. the stupid weather, had too, again, been a bitch, so the cycle cycle thing was cancelled. three papers today, A Maths - it would have been easy if i studied. Chinese - still manageable. Social Studies - essay was okay and if i didn't write the right thing, i have only myself to blame. but SBQ was wth. what stupid ageing population, the sources and the question don't even match each other, or otherwise, my interpretation is so so so wrong. bloody hell.
damn damn damn, i feel damn pissed now, for an undescrible reason. i shall find someone to vent on........ GRR!
express yourself {5:33 PM}
