Tuesday, May 22
hey yo!
oh and that person i was talking about? yes, finally got his/her desserts. go to hell.
so uh huh, besides that, i feel extremely bored and feel the no-need to blog that often since i talk more nowdays and hence.. lol. so yep, lots of things happened so far but nah, im not that affected, so, happy day! (:(:(:
SEE YA
express yourself {7:41 PM}
Friday, May 11
hello! back from a whole day of fun and action. lol. and did you know about this lame thing called LAWL?! omg, lol. freak, there's band tmrw and i think its a full day? omg. so tired already la can. two long long days. thursday was spidey3, it wasn't that great a movie la, then, it was pure slacking to the max. lol. i put up that pic of hs! COS?! its retarded. AHAA. and that nicely displayed meal was cooked by us!!! we can cook! (:(:(: we can cook! (:(:(: to find girls who can cook nowdays are so rare.. haha. so that was it, but it would have been so much better if only. unforceable, i guess, but lets all hope for the best!! (:(:(:(:(: today, is a friday and some weirdos signed up for the SMU trip and guess what, i was one of the weirdos. lol. met up with the island in school today then headed to the campus in a bus, yep, a bus. SMU was quite nice and attractive and it sounded really really fun la. consider!! haha. so that's about all, i guess, and i wanna go out with 2E people tmrw. lol. but band... it comes first, i guess, otherwise, i'll be irresponsible, i guess. see ya soon, im freaking tired
express yourself {10:56 PM}
Wednesday, May 9
HELLO! i am happy, excited and angry, pissed. wanna guess what why? haha, happy, excited because tomorrow is FINALLY THE END of MYEs and yipee yai yai. (:(:(: there is just so much things to look forward to. an end, or the end to our sorrows and misery and pain, aha, im exaggerating abit, just a little tiny bit. so that's to the happy and excited part of me. next, the angry, pissed part. I AM SO ANGRY. I AM SO PISSED. such that i am going to say this now. FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU and FUCK YOU. you are such a fucking bitch that no one, absolutely no one else in the entire universe is comparable to such a fucking bitch as you. fucking hell. you, yes you, you made me curse after such a long time of not cursing. if you ever ever appear in front of me, trust me, i would walk up to you and give you a fucking tight slap. what's the slap for? for you just being you, a fugly fucking whore/bastard/slut/bitch/shit. take your pick. and yes, my vocab is limited. so you better not let me see that fucking face of yours. trust me, i dare do what i say. fucking hell, you cunning, insidious piece of thing.
1. your not pretty/handsome
2. your not cool
3. you suck
4. you are such a wannabe
5. you traitor
6. you backstabber
7. you fabricator
8. you cunning
9. you the root to evil
10. you had better learn to fuck off
what the hell? why the hell would you, make up such a thing? OH YA, you are you and that means bitch bastard slut whore shit traitor backstabber cunning evil, add on yourself. i don't even know why i am bothered to blog about you because i am not inclined to reveal your identity here although i very much wish that i would. i chose not to because? it is not worth it. although i very much, very very much want to just to protect all the rest of the world from you, i would still not reveal who you are cos knowing you for who you are, yes, you will know what you fucking hell would do. you better stay away.. i am warning you, you better
express yourself {6:45 PM}
Tuesday, May 8
THE ABOUTS OF HAPPY
The truth is that there is no better time to be happy than right now. If not, then when? Your life will always be full of challenges. It is better to admit as much and to decide to be happy in spite of it all. So, enjoy every moment. Stop waiting for school to end, for a return to school, to lose ten pounds, to gain ten pounds, for work to begin, to get married, for Friday evening, for Sunday morning, waiting for a new car, for your mortgage to be paid off, for spring, for summer, for fall, for winter, for the first or the fifteenth of the month, for your song to be played on the radio, to die, to be reborn… before deciding to be happy. There isn’t any road to happiness. Happiness is the road. Happiness is a voyage, not a destination. There is no better time to be happy than now. Live and enjoy the moment.
(:(:(: a thing i got from somewhere! stay happy people, though there are many things to be sad about, just be sad for a little while and try get over it soon and continue to be happy! that's the way life should be.
Anyway, its TUESDAY!! meaning, two more days to end of MYEs. i am so looking forward to it, like who is not. lol. i need more stamina, im giving up studying already, drained from the past 1 week so, a maths and e maths, the only papers left, would so be screwed. today's paper was chemistry and literature. chem was uncertain. like what i say, if right mean right if not means wrong, you get what i mean, i dont know how to phrase it. lit was erm.. i had more quotes than the past essays and essays and essays and if she still picks on me, then i've got nothing to say and will make my dream come true!! aha, that stupid dream. unseen was ok but retarded, prose was about life and ok la, prose wasn't that retarded after all. the retarded one was poem. 2 poems.. who gives 2 poems? which i refused to do since its retarded. ok, thats all, i am such a slacker. tv after this then maybe, maybe, a little, just a little studies. (: see ya :) haha, look at that
express yourself {6:06 PM}
Sunday, May 6
saturday&sunday and MYEs start again tmrw. saturday was a complete slack day, kinda regret slacking. got up early in the morning to go skate while dad jogged, maybe he'll get me new skates if i don't fall too often, that's what he said. lol. then we had cereal and cereal and more cereal, which is cool, for now. and we had sakae dinner. and today was a sleeping day (: which i kinda regret again. i should go sutdy now! see ya
express yourself {7:22 PM}
Wednesday, May 2
life's been a bitch. the public holiday yesterday was spent studying, or rather, was spent on TRYING to study. wth la, its damn no life la can. doing something that you don' like and see no purpose(yet). i mean, you study so much and so hard now and whatever you're doing is not what you like. so what's the point here? you study so hard, and then, get a good grade, and then? get a good job, i guess, and the job you get better be the job you like because you've wasted so many years working or trying to work hard, and ultimately, if you don't do what you like and instead, indulge in what you dont like(eg. studying), then your entire life would be - meaningless. the stupid weather, had too, again, been a bitch, so the cycle cycle thing was cancelled. three papers today, A Maths - it would have been easy if i studied. Chinese - still manageable. Social Studies - essay was okay and if i didn't write the right thing, i have only myself to blame. but SBQ was wth. what stupid ageing population, the sources and the question don't even match each other, or otherwise, my interpretation is so so so wrong. bloody hell.
damn damn damn, i feel damn pissed now, for an undescrible reason. i shall find someone to vent on........ GRR!
express yourself {5:33 PM}
