Saturday, February 24
there should be, but there wasn't. its weird. band..
band, band, band. my life, sadly or happily revolves around band. life story. sec one, i accidentally got posted into the band. i was like practically crying, maybe, i can't remember. first choice cca was loser badminton, which i supposedly got in, but somehow, it became band. i didn't know much of band until i came into the band. i didn't know that the band was good. i didn't know that badminton sucked. i didn't know what band was about. that was fate, i guess, which is in a way, good and bad. sec one band was really nice, except for the seniors part. they seemingly hate us all at that time. but we had our own fun little innocent gang and if you remembered, we were the 'flaggies'. that's our very first outdoor. the first outdoor, we went through hell lots and had fun to the max and of course, there were sad times too. but i don't know. all good things come to an end? people stopped coming for some reason or another. people hated each other. people did things to each other. perhaps, it was the phrase or something that we had to go through. so from being our cute innocent 'flaggies' that were fun loving bonded united, it became nothing like that. sec two. indoor - no one, or almost no one bothered coming, or at least, those who were non-commitee, non-indoor, and non-whatever. that was the breakup of the batch and the innocent group. come to think of it, it wasn't even a batch thing. our batch weren't even close at all at that time. clicks there and there. worstly, i didn't know my section mates well, or at all. the only people i knew in the section was the two seniors that finally didn't turn up at outdoor and i cant remember if they made it to indoor. i didn't know linda nor atikah(however you spell it). they were close like shit and i was an outcast, i think. but there were still vera jolene and yea. sec two sucked to the max. twoE had like five people in band, plus jocelyn. and all of them, dont go for band. so you get what i mean. sec two wasn't really nice, for me. then for some reason or another, i really dont know why, i stared coming for band, or maybe, i was already coming, and i became really really close to vera. yep, i remember that. that was the end of sec two. then secondary three, outdoor again. where some people came back and where out batch became close. but it was also when i had a huge tiff, fight, argument, whatever you called it with my 'best friend' then. i really hated her, to the max. and wondered why she did whatever and what she was and stuff. people started taking sides, i guess. but time heal wounds or quarrels or something. the incident somewhat came to an end and somehow or rather, the batch became close. but i dont really know if time does settle everything cos i never seem to be able to get over the issue. not the event but you know, the reasons behind things. yea, and in this time, i got to know my section mates better, got to know linda better, and got to know jolene, who is my bestest best friend, i guess. so besides that, outdoor really rocked and some reasons to why we were so close was probably because we were small? x) and finally, our hardwork really paid off when we won the display band comp. so band for sec three was really nice. then indoor, this year. we're working towards it. but as usual, only the com people and indoor people and some people, i presume, will come while the rest will not. i dont know what this year will be like but i have a strong sentiment that it wont be good. guess why. people hate each other. people do things behind people back. people are eliminated. people quarrel. people stop coming. people give lame excuses for not coming. people dont come cos they dont feel like coming. people dont like each other. people slack. people have no team spirit. people have no dicipline. people dont realise that they are not united. people sms during combine, people talk when conductor/leader is talking. people just dont do what they did during outdoor, that was what let us win. teamwork, determination, dicipline, hardwork and blah. so with(or without) all this, will we win? i dont know. gold with honours? wait longer...
enough of band. today, in my opinion, sucked most of the time
express yourself {9:15 PM}
