Wednesday, January 10
just the what? fifth day of school, and i'm starting to feel the presure. that's so eww. started with the first day. rachel and hweesan stayed in school to do geog. so i stayed. STUDY 1. then a day later, they stayed again, for some test and so did i. STUDY 2. so in five days, i studied two times. thats incredibly amazing. and why do i suck at chemistry? i cant stand it. i rather suck at like maths or something. at least everyone suck at maths, or almost everyone. taking a half science sucks enough and sucking at the half science sucks to hell. its worst than sucking at maths if you want to know how sucking at chem feels like. its hell lot worst than sucking at maths, really. cause everyone else is so bloody good at chem and you, i mean i, can only shake my head and think, what the hell, why do everyone get it except me. seeing tan kee hoe's face alone make me feel like crying. this teacher teaches so well and i dont fucking understand whatever he said. and when everyone else gets their chem A's, i fucking get my B's or C's or D's. thats living hell chem for me. you all will probably not understand what im feeling, uh, i forgot you dont need to. so if i burst out crying one day for no apparant reason, you'll know why. even those noobs who dont study get A's. chem chem and chem. AHHHHHHHHH CHEMMMMMM.
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